A Part Of My Diary
Sunday, April 28, 2024
Monday, April 29, 2024 (Dostana)
Thursday, April 25, 2024
Thursday, April 25, 2024 (Silence is the need of time)
Looking back, the times when i chose to remain silent and steer clear of extremism were some of the best moments of my life. I intend to continue with this tendency in the future, as I believe it brings a sense of peace and rationality.
Saturday, April 6, 2024
Saturday, April 06, 2024 (Exploring Nature's Beauty: A Journey of Discovery on 06.02.24)
Due to maintenance on a bridge, the bus was unable to travel through the city. Initially, we traveled to Upal, and from there, we proceeded to the bridge using a vehicle known as Chander Gari. The journey lasted around 45 minutes, proving to be quite delightful given the morning ambiance. I could enjoy the view of the sea with the hills behind me.
Final Words
Friday, April 5, 2024
Friday, April 04, 2024 (Observing unusual weather patterns)
Changes will not happen soon for developing countries as we encounter challenges with basic necessities on a daily basis. By the time we realize the full extent of the situation, it will be too late. We often prioritize fulfilling short-term needs and overlook the long-term consequences.
Everything we learn in school and college is restricted to our textbooks. In real life, our focus often shifts to mere survival.
(Note: I use ChatGPT to improve my sentence structure, but the ideas are mine, with ChatGPT helping me make them better.)
Monday, March 18, 2024
Saturday, March 16, 2024 (A victorious failure in academic life)
Anticipation filled the air as I awaited the results of my Secondary School Certificate (SSC) examination in November. Having performed well in the pre-test examination, numerous classmates and I were optimistic about my success. Rumors circulated that nine students, including myself, had passed. Despite the promising signs, my confidence waned when, just twenty minutes before the official announcement, I received confirmation of my failure. The revelation left me stunned and disheartened. Despite clinging to hope until the last moment, the reality was stark—I had not succeeded. The subsequent feelings of frustration and disappointment were overwhelming.
That day marked a low point in my academic journey. Despite facing repeated failures, I refused to be deterred. Indeed, each setback served as fuel for my determination to persevere.
In the last seven years, it was the first time I dared to hope for success in all subjects. Despite the outcome, I never viewed it as a failure.
Tuesday, March 12, 2024
Tuesday, March 12, 2024 (Another Ramadan)
Over the past few years, Ramadan has been starting closer to the winter season. I've begun to notice the chill of winter creeping into the late night, a sensation that had been absent for quite some time. The weather now feels a lot like it did during Ramadan in 2005/2006, probably around September or October. It's nice to be reminded of those past Ramadan memories by the similar weather we're having now.Time moves on its own, and I've experienced a lot as it goes by. Someday, everything will come to an end for me, but I'm okay with it because it's just how nature works.
Saturday, February 3, 2024
Sunday, February 04, 2024 (facing fear)
Everyone has some specific fears such as pyrophobia, aquaphobia, acrophobia etc. It is not a physical disease but a mental condition. Anyone can get rid of his or her agitation by facing it directly.
I had recognized a weakness when I was in class 3. I went to the rooftop of my school. The school was only a 4 stoyed building but I feared of that height. I never try to reduce my anxiety for acrophobia. Hence, the same level of unease remains inside me still now. I decided to do something adventurous but did not get too much options at all. It is very hard to try out an adventurous activity in our country (I maybe wrong). The most easy option was parasailing as it could be done in very short time with proper setup. So, I went with this idea.My wife wanted to do the same thing and she has done it before me today. I have got nervous after seeing too much high and I have just become hopeless.
Finally I made up my mind to do it and started walking toward the starting point. Though I was highly strung, I kept Smiling. It is a common phenomenon of mine to keep smiling during an expected event. Firstly I felt some pushing pressure of wind while going up. Then I just checked whether everything was okay. I was extremely stressful and felt very uncomfortable. I saw the rope attached with me and then I saw only the boat at a first glance. Then I tried to move my eyes here and there. The colour of water seemed to be blue. For one moment, I thought why I was there. But I got my answer eventually. In the mid way, I was quite far from land and saw a lot of boats in the deep area of the sea. On the other hand, I could see the hills of Himchhori. The view was unexplainable for me due to nervousness and excitement. I assumed that the air tried to say something to me. At the end, I was very careful to land safely as an accidental event could take place. But I successful landed with the help of crews.Monday, January 29, 2024
Monday, January 29, 2024 (an over ignored problem)
Thursday, January 25, 2024
Tuesday, January 25, 2024 ( feeling like an orphan)
Sunday, January 7, 2024
Monday, January 08, 2024 (Danger often comes where danger is feared)
A series of rumours are taken place which are not desirable for any sensible person. There is a huge fear of being robbed by the robbers and people make too much panic. Hence, a scared environment exists around me. It started at the beginning of the month and maybe there were some robberies happened in reality. Consequently, people have generated various conspiracy theories and people are getting more afraid of it.
A lots of news about robberies have been posted in every hour at night in Facebook. However, the ground reality is totally different. People get scared after hearing any sound of talking of people due to existing situation and start making noise.
I saw a YouTube video on the incident of "Monkey man" a year ago and it is a classic example of how people behaviour are influenced in a society for rumours.
From my point of view, it is a rumour and it has a negative impact on the society. Afterall, Danger often comes where danger is feared.
Monday, January 1, 2024
Monday, January 01, 2024 (Hoping for changing path in this new year)
It is very rare event for me to write something in New year. Writing on the occasion of a unknown year is a great way to get motivated and I need some kicks for the year. However, I did not write any thing in the last couples of years on that day. Situation is very different and challenging in some extent.
Planning of my life was over in 2020 and I never though about any goal or large vision after 2020. The situation which I face is very unique as I always have some plans and a series of alternatives. So, I have decided something about my planning toward 2030. Hence, it is a very different year for making some serious decision rather than just following any previous plans.
I want to become a struggle again. Of course, no one likes that he faces hard time once again. Because everyone enjoys the result after overcoming hardship. I know my mood switches after a point of time. An ideal man is focused on the target made by him. Controlling emotion is the only solution of my problem. In contrast, I always enjoy the period of struggling as I can learn a lot of new things in between the periods. I don't have any regret about my behavior because it makes me. The personality of any individual depends on many criteria and liking hardship is one of the best quality I guess.
Thursday, December 21, 2023
Thursday, December 21, 2023 (About Dunki)
I have watched another First day first show and it is Dunki at this time. I was highly interested for the movie as there will not be any movie starring SRK next year.
I waked up early in the morning and checked frequently whether it would be released today or not. Some barriers are always created when an Indian movie is set to released. Fortunately, a confirmation was made in the evening ensuring about it's release. Therefore, I quickly booked the tickets.
The movie was about illegal migration for a better life without knowing the proper details. The first half of the movie was very entertaining and had some emotional moments too. Dunki was a full ride of emotions in the other half.
The movie was amazing. There was perfect balance of emotion and comedy. I saw a lot of comedy movies in the last few year and most of them are forced comedy. But Dunki provided situational comedy which i liked most.
Delivering a noble massage in an entertaining way is a filed of Raju Hirani and He did the same thing with that movie. Though Dunki is much better than most of the comedy movies released at present, It is not his best work at all.
SRK acted his best and he was just amazing in his role. Obviously, it is not his best acting ever but it is one of them. Vicky Kaushal nailed it. Other characters were very well.
Songs were not seem to be forced at all. Moreover those songs were blended perfectly with the ongoing situations.
In conclusion, It is that type of movie for which i love SRK. It shows emotions, feeling and love which can not be done by any random actor. The movie is a complete package of entertainment, emotions with raising an important issue.