Saturday, October 29, 2011

29 october 2011


I am missing some things which are not usual for me. I feel that I am missing a train.

I imagine life is a meteor which is traveling in the space without knowing that when or where it will be stopped.

I really don’t know what I should do. If I want some things purely from my heart, I will attain it for sure. But I actually can’t express what I want. I am confused again and again.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011


It’s a rocking day with friends. Life will change if we want to change it. But I really don’t want to change my life. I am happy with my life. I know it’s not perfect at all. But I need to make my life complicated. I want to select that way which is not easy. But I feel happy when I face some huge problems.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

9 October 2011


I feel like a big looser. I can’t express how much I worry. I don’t think that I can’t spend the days. Frustration again describes me. I don’t know what to do or what to say. I know I am strange but why I am always in danger. I feel like a warrior who loses the battle.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Finding my ways

I want to live my life alone. May be, it makes me so different. I just love my lonely life. It is very special feelings for me that I am alone. I can not express my opinions by telling. I can only express my opinions by writing. But I never try to express it. Though I have a lot of information about many things, I do not have any information about my heart.

Monday, October 3, 2011


Every single shining day comes after a long dark night. I mean I can’t believe on it.
The graph of my life is not a balance position.
Every time I fail in life after getting a huge success.
I mean I can’t handle my success because I am not ideal human.


Next way is surely hard. But i will go miles and create my ways.