30 January 2012

I have to say that a true racer doesn’t look at public eyes during a race. However I can’t control me to see them during a real life race. That’s why; I get nervous before starting a race. Life doesn’t give me second chance again and again. Moreover I am a big looser.

27 january 2012

Every moment I think what right is. I am searching some answers of some questions. After getting an answer, I am disappointed. I am not a good son. I get that answer. But I am not feeling bad because I never image me as a good son. I know I cant express my unknown story. But they never ask me what I actually want. Though I always want to give them some peace, I can’t give it because of some psycho problem. They don’t understand me and will never understand me. However I don’t know what to say or do. I am just a child who will not be a perfect son. But I want to be a better human.