Thursday, 16 June, 2016

I observe one thing. When I am sad, the whole world plans to make me sadder. Everyone misunderstands me in the same time. Nearest person acts like unknown person. It is really painful. One can fight to win but no one can fight to get victory against his family. 

Over ignorance often creates pain

And

Unexpressed pain creates hatred

People expect others to copy them and make their life the way they live but forgetting about individual needs may make it a useless concept. I am actually depressed now-a-days and no one understands me. Sometimes, I skip meal to become angry at foods. If the situation remains same for few days, I shall be lunatic for sure.

17 June 2016

Saddest part of life begins without any sound. I always sees that guys expressing their thoughts and mixing up with others are famous. I can't do the same. Maybe Allah has not made me on that way. Things are changing now. Sometimes I feel like a failure. Suggestions, recommendations and advices are too many but no one tries to understand.

Tuesday, 24 May,, 2016

I have attended my first job exam today At Noor tower. When I have entered into the place, I get nervous suddenly. Because all the candidates are much older than me. The whole process is computerized and there is no paper work. Questions consist of math, English, IQ test, General knowledge, Subjective knowledge, current affairs and more on. I personally feel that I am weak in general knowledge and current affairs. All in all, it was a great experience for me and I may have done ok.

16 June 2016

Sometime I feel that I am actually a failure. Everything seems to difficult that I can stand with this difficulty. Every comment is like slang to me. I become hyper often.