Friday, March 31, 2017

I feel like a lunatic person for few months. I don’t have any focus on my job, Study, Games and life right now. I am depressed in the same time. Depression is not for being an under performer for all sectors but I have lost the vision of life. I don’t know what I am doing and why I am doing those. Life is like a movie without any script. The definition of happiness is also unknown to me now.

Tuesday, March 28, 2017

I never belong to any group of unity intentionally. Maybe I am not comfortable in a Group or I have a fear to be dominated by the others within a group. I don’t recognize the actual reason until now. Groups are not bad at all and a group allows its member to take more appropriate Decision because different minds generate a unique combination of knowledge. I like to walk alone and 

Being a person without any group identifies the actual of that person.

I don’t like groups for following reasons:

Unethical Practice: Most of the groups are made for a good reason but ultimately members use it for unethical demands.

Dominance Tendency: I am always dominated by others if I have a connection with a group.

Thursday, March 16, 2017

A dream that have been planning for more than a month may give to an unbearable plan. When the dream has been destroyed in font of you, only you can realize the actual situation. Maybe it's a simple thing to others and it's just a simple rejection. Life looks like a worthless thing. Brain doesn't work and only want to stop thinking. Surrounding people are nearby you but it feels alone in a crowded street. I could remember until 6 AM when I cried last time. Right now I know this.