I don't feel well for few days. There is a depression working inside me. It's not about career but about relationships made in workplace.
I want happy when I took decision and started waiting for the specified date. Now I am not feeling well when few working days are remaining. I can focus on anything due to depression.
There is also a confusion inside me about the circumstance. Things happen whatever we want. It's impossible to reverse it. Similarly, I have some worst habits and attitudes. One of those is to escaping. Someone told me that I tried to escape from ongoing situation. I denied it at first then I started thinking about it. And I finally recognized that he was right. I have habits of escaping from ongoing worst scenario rather than improving it.
