Monday, August 16, 2021 (actual identity)

 I selected wrong path many times. I never decline that there are many big mistakes done by me in life. I accept my mistakes and always try to learn from my mistakes. we try to crop up with life. Some times, we get something but want to get something else. We don't resist & just accept the thing. It is a normal event. I don't have any issue with that. But I resist and try to find out myself. I don't know about others and don't want to know anyone. I just want to find out myself. 

Right now, I am none but want to become someone someday. Someone that is actually me, not someone that is made by social or fate. Reality is that I change my outlook time to time because I learn and understand things more clearly. 

 

Sometime, floating with wave (Ongoing life) changes your actual identity.

Sunday, August 15, 2021 (Time)

 For few days, I don't utilize my time properly. It is very common habit of mine as free time distracts my routine. But I utilize time properly in case of tight schedules. Nowadays, I have good enough time and I don't have focus. It happens with me often. Somehow, I recover from this time to time.

From now, I focus on utilizing time properly.

Thursday, August 05, 2021 ( a firefly in the darkest place)

 It is almost the darkest place where I stand. Suddenly there is a hope of enlightening the place by a firefly. Sometimes it is needed to live hopes. Otherwise, it is very easy to become depressed. We should cheer our small achievements frequently and it really needs. 

Well, I got my first order in Fiverr after waiting approximately one month. It really creates an extra energy within me. Though it is a minor thing, it is the first step toward my way. ☺☺☺