Wednessday, June 25, 2025 (Doing group task without any member)

I love to do all my tasks alone as I perform better in the solo work and it is my personal preference. In constrast, I am conformable to work in a group as well. I become more conscious about my part as my work has an impact on the overall performance of the group. I am very responsible person in case of collaborative work. I am very surprised to see many irresponsible persons in the team-based work. They don't care about work or anything. 

Tuesday, June 24, 2025 (Feeling satisfied)

The result of our first semester was published few days back but I did not get all the result on that day. There was a particular subject which was not published in my student portal. I was depressed about it heavily as I assumed that I might have failed in the module. I tried very hard for the subject and I was not confident at all due to making assignment first time in UK. Some of my classmates also indicted about the chance that I did not pass in the module. I failed many times in my life and I do not have any shame to accept my failure. However, the feeling of uncertainty makes me feel disappointed. Today, I got my result and I passed. I am pleasured that I passed in all the subjects.

Friday, June 20, 2025 (Ending of a holiday)

I have recognized that I am in a holiday mood after changing the city even though it is more than 20 days now. I have to follow a routine in order to make a discipline life for education and professional life. I have some plans in my mind for future which is impossible without a proper road map. Today, I was confused to select few objectives from a range of alternatives and I went to a place where there was no one. Sometime, Silence provides you the right answer and I got the correction answer as well. 

Tuesday, June 10, 2025 (The weight of silence)

Often I don't emphasize my ideas toward others even though I know my idea is total right. I did the same thing for many times in my life and people did not realize their fault in the majority of cases. Today, the same event has happened as I let other to make decision despite of knowing the right way. Though people often recognize their fault, they hesitate to accept the truth due to their reputation. 

Somehow, I overcomed my issues including acceptation of the truth and transcending the ego. If I accept my shortcoming, I will have a scope to improve myself. Believing in continuous improvement is the suitable alternative for me rather than arguing with vogue thoughts. 

In contrast, very few people have the quality to face the facts and improve themself. Ego and reputation are the main culprits for the situation and it is not easy to let go the self-centeredness and prestige. We remain in the deep sea of ego and the persuit of reputation. However, the place is not the entire universe at all. There are lands, spaces, galaxies and so on.

Friday, May 31, 2025 (The last day)

Sometime, it is impossible to express my feelings in words as the language fails to capture the actual moment at all. My heart becomes lonely without any proper reason. There are many things in my life that I do not need to remember. Because I am flexible to cope up with any condition. I do not know whether it is a great ability or it is a curse to me. I got another term for me and that is water. I am like water which can fit in any empty space though it is very common. It is the last day of my first job in UK and I love my work. I feel myself very lucky that the staffs of the place were very cooperative.