Monday, August 04, 2025 (Why am I stress-free? part-5)

I am flexible to fit myself in any environment and I don't have any fear to leave any place. There were a lot of times in my life when I preferred to start everything from starting even though I achieved some certain milestones.

It is true that I do not have any fear to leave any set place. I did it many time in my life and I will do it in future. Whenever I left any place, I found something more interesting in my previous life. From my perspective, leaving does not mean that I am a looser. It always inspires me to think in-dept and to prepare myself for the upcoming challenges. I always love to start everything from the beginning as it gives me opportunities to avoid the mistakes and to plan more accurately. Brainstorming is a great exercise for me. Most of the people do not want to give pressure in their brain as it is painful for them. On other hand, it realizes me that I am alive. 

Monday, July 28, 2025 (Why am I stress-free? part-4)

I got someone who can support me in any point of life without conditions

It is one of the valid reason behind my happiness that I have someone who always supports me even though I am not fully right. I love her but I can not match the love she has for me. I don't need to think about any matter most of the time due to her involvement. When I met with her, I quickly realized her value. She is very caring person and took wise decisions. Her social communication is much more higher than that of mine. It is true that I become highly dependable on her. She is the reason behind the my confidence and I can live in any place in the world with her. There were a lot of situations where she appreciated my decisions. She knew that my decision was not wise but she accepted me as I was. without her support, I may have became a successful professional with a having depression and unsatisfied individual. Thus, It is a strong reason behind stress-free life.

 

Monday, July 21, 2025 (Why am I stress-free? part-3)

Secondly, I spent my life in a high tensed environment from 2016 to 2024 which might have increased my patience. I am always thankful to the creator as I know meaning of stressful life. Thus, I can handle the pressure of any unfavorable situation.

My life was quite relaxed until 2016. In 2016, I joined my first job which was very challenging and had high work pressure. It became more complex and mentally challenged at the same time. I worked for a long period of time without breaks. I am always thankful to the organization about the experience as it was a life changing moment for me. I changed myself and my outlook towards others. I gradually became a person who remained quiet even in the high times. In 2019, it was not tough to handle the pressure due to my previous experience in my second job. I pushed myself and tested my limits in 2021 when I started freelencing. Somedays, I worked approximately 15 hours in a day with full focus and creative mind. It was even more challenging than my first job. Life is restless for me and I enjoy the mental unease. I never feel worried about those experiences because those situations provided me with the power to think positive, enjoy any work, cooperate with a difficult person and handle the pressure. 

It is a strong reason behind my quietness that I can actually tackle unpleasure situations, at least, I can mentally handle them. 

Sunday, July 20, 2025 (Confused about my philosophy)

I always believe that respect and decent behavior can conquare the heart of an unfriendly person. I want to believe in the philosophy and some people try to break my trust. I respect everyone, even unpreferred colleagues. I am confused that some persons still insult me without any proper reasons. Maybe they live in a deep dark ocean where there is no light. whenever they face the light, they think that it is a harmful thing for them. Because they don't know the value of light or they are not familiar with the power. thus, they only understand the language of darkness. I can not change the world but I believe in my philosophy at the same time. 

Friday, July 4, 2025 (Why am I stress-free? part-2)

The event may take place after a long time. If something happens after a while, I will think about it after a certain period. It is more logical for me.  

When there is a lot of time to happen an unfavorable event, I stop thinking about it. Obviously, I have to do many things which are necessary to do before that particular event. In contrast, I am fully concentrated on my ongoing tasks. To tackle any situation, I make plans which work sometime and does not work other times. However, I need to focus on the present scenario for the achievement of upcoming objectives. If I think only about future for a stressful event, I will definitely hamper my current objectives. On the top of that, I never expect anything which is beyond my ability. I never blame myself for this habit as I easily become engaged with any work in my life. 

Thursday, July 3, 2025 (Why am I stress-free? part-1)

The biggest stress of my life starts that there is no stress. I am little confused whether I forget to think about stressful events or I have a solid plan. obviously, the second statement is not right as I have no plan yet. Hence, first statement is right and I somehow forget to think about upcoming events. There are various facts behind the situation for me. 

 

• First of all, the event may take place after a long time. If something happens after a while, I will think about it after a certain period. It is more logical for me. 

• Secondly, I spent my life in a high tensed environment from 2016 to 2024 which might have increased my patience. I am always thankful to the creator as I know meaning of stressful life. Thus, I can handle the pressure of any unfavorable situation.
  

• Thirdly, I got someone who can support me in any point of life without conditions.
  

• Fourthly, I am flexible to fit myself in any environment and I don't have any fear to leave any place. There were a lot of times in my life when I preferred to start everything from starting even though I achieved some certain milestones.
  

• Fifthly, I do not expect anything extraordinary from the life. Moreover, I understand the reality and plan to achieve a target which is minimum for me.  

• Lastly, I want to go back towards my previous problem and I don't mind to rethink about the previous life.  

However, the last statement is not preferable at all as I don't remember about it anymore. The answer lies in between first five statements and I will explore it very soon. 

 

Wednessday, June 25, 2025 (Doing group task without any member)

I love to do all my tasks alone as I perform better in the solo work and it is my personal preference. In constrast, I am conformable to work in a group as well. I become more conscious about my part as my work has an impact on the overall performance of the group. I am very responsible person in case of collaborative work. I am very surprised to see many irresponsible persons in the team-based work. They don't care about work or anything. 

Tuesday, June 24, 2025 (Feeling satisfied)

The result of our first semester was published few days back but I did not get all the result on that day. There was a particular subject which was not published in my student portal. I was depressed about it heavily as I assumed that I might have failed in the module. I tried very hard for the subject and I was not confident at all due to making assignment first time in UK. Some of my classmates also indicted about the chance that I did not pass in the module. I failed many times in my life and I do not have any shame to accept my failure. However, the feeling of uncertainty makes me feel disappointed. Today, I got my result and I passed. I am pleasured that I passed in all the subjects.

Friday, June 20, 2025 (Ending of a holiday)

I have recognized that I am in a holiday mood after changing the city even though it is more than 20 days now. I have to follow a routine in order to make a discipline life for education and professional life. I have some plans in my mind for future which is impossible without a proper road map. Today, I was confused to select few objectives from a range of alternatives and I went to a place where there was no one. Sometime, Silence provides you the right answer and I got the correction answer as well. 

Tuesday, June 10, 2025 (The weight of silence)

Often I don't emphasize my ideas toward others even though I know my idea is total right. I did the same thing for many times in my life and people did not realize their fault in the majority of cases. Today, the same event has happened as I let other to make decision despite of knowing the right way. Though people often recognize their fault, they hesitate to accept the truth due to their reputation. 

Somehow, I overcomed my issues including acceptation of the truth and transcending the ego. If I accept my shortcoming, I will have a scope to improve myself. Believing in continuous improvement is the suitable alternative for me rather than arguing with vogue thoughts. 

In contrast, very few people have the quality to face the facts and improve themself. Ego and reputation are the main culprits for the situation and it is not easy to let go the self-centeredness and prestige. We remain in the deep sea of ego and the persuit of reputation. However, the place is not the entire universe at all. There are lands, spaces, galaxies and so on.

Friday, May 31, 2025 (The last day)

Sometime, it is impossible to express my feelings in words as the language fails to capture the actual moment at all. My heart becomes lonely without any proper reason. There are many things in my life that I do not need to remember. Because I am flexible to cope up with any condition. I do not know whether it is a great ability or it is a curse to me. I got another term for me and that is water. I am like water which can fit in any empty space though it is very common. It is the last day of my first job in UK and I love my work. I feel myself very lucky that the staffs of the place were very cooperative. 

Saturday, May 10, 2025 (End of a busy period)

I have been busy for the last 15 days due to having excessive pressure of assessments and job. There were a series of assessments including presentation, reports, portfolio and more on. The last assessment was conducted on 07 May which was a presentation. I had to study late night as I reached my accommodation in the mid night from work. There was no scope for relaxing myself though I had similar experiences in many times. However, I always love to have restlessness in my life. I feel satisfied, accomplished and most importantly alive.