20 March 2014, Thursday

I attended the first class of my fifth semester. I was in the class but I actually didn't there. It is an another normal day. Everything is normal except one thing. One basic thing which is a part of my life. Without it, I don't think that I can live. I know I am not perfect as well as good enough. I can make you happy but I can't take place on someone's heart.

Saturday, February 22, 2014

Hypothesis is a statement that estimates informations and gives an approximate result. No mathematical application can estimate someone's heart. I love prediction for others. And my calculation gives me perfect answer. But I never calculate their feelings, emotions as well as the way of thinking. I only calculate their performances. Someone told me that I did not have heart to feel someone's feeling.

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Darkness realizes me that it is better for me. I have a strong relationship with this darkness. When I followed this darkness, I got a way to find out me. I love darkness because it hides me from the whole world. When there is no light, no one can see my real face as well as my weakness. I love to hide things. People can’t access on my brain until I will give them my password. The main thing is that I have started fearing this darkness once again. 

Monday, February 3, 2014

Life is a set of problems. When the situation is under controlled, a new problem enters into the life. I feel that actually this time the situation is more critical. Trusting someone can generate a problem and that problem is to create a pressure. Now someone starts trusting me and I feel too much pressure. This pressure assumes that I have also a trust on her trust. And I just don’t want to disappoint her.

Friday, January 31, 2014

After a long period of time, I am writing. Many things went and many things remain unchanged. I am not able to recognize the activities which occur around me. I have lost my sense and maybe it is the starting point of a new journey. But no one knows it’s effects until it will arrive.
It feels great
When you express your feelings properly
When you say what you want to say
When you write some things for yourself
When you start living for you

Wednesday, 2014 January 08

It feels great when someone also thinks about you. I am not able to access other's brain but I can feel something; maybe I am right or maybe I am wrong; It is not a fact because I know that I am not the best option for her.

Friday, December 20, 2013

Thinking about someone's memory does not have any value when she tries to ignore you. I recognize that the person liked by me does not like me. Having a crush on anyone is the biggest weakness of anyone's life.

Thursday, 19 December 2013

I can see someone's sadness but I can't feel it. For me, it is easy to ignore someone. Relationship is only a problem in my life.
It is easy to hold someone into heart
But it is hard to remove her

Wednesday, 11 December 2013

I saw many posts about 11/12/13. There is nothing special with this day. This date will arrive in every century. And it is a ordinary day but people try to make it extraordinary day. I am feeling some special pain. This pain is about missing some one. I never count extraordinary days. I just want to live those moments.

Friday, December 06, 2013

I am very happy after a long time. I just don’t want to lose that day. Thought it is not possible, I would catch the day and hold it into my hand. Happiness stays in my life for a while. But I just love that moment when it comes. Good things arrive when there is a hope to live, a hope to enjoy life, a hope to fulfill a new dream, a hope to overcome the nightmare, a hope to find out way, a hope to see a new day. A moment enters into my life with the cold air of winter and it feels me that I am still alive. I wish I stored that moment in my heart. That’s all!!!!!!

Saturday, November 30, 2013

I am not able to determine my mood. Sometime I feel fine and sometime I feel terrible. But one thing is determined and that is that I am getting mad. I know it is the end of a story. New stories are waiting for me and there is too much time for creating stories.

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Valuable things are not considered valuable until it is applied. Although books give us knowledge related to human life, those are not able to teach us the real lesson of life.