Friday, December 20, 2013

Friday, December 20, 2013

Thinking about someone's memory does not have any value when she tries to ignore you. I recognize that the person liked by me does not like me. Having a crush on anyone is the biggest weakness of anyone's life.

Thursday, December 19, 2013

Thursday, 19 December 2013

I can see someone's sadness but I can't feel it. For me, it is easy to ignore someone. Relationship is only a problem in my life.
It is easy to hold someone into heart
But it is hard to remove her

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Wednesday, 11 December 2013

I saw many posts about 11/12/13. There is nothing special with this day. This date will arrive in every century. And it is a ordinary day but people try to make it extraordinary day. I am feeling some special pain. This pain is about missing some one. I never count extraordinary days. I just want to live those moments.

Friday, December 6, 2013

Friday, December 06, 2013

I am very happy after a long time. I just don’t want to lose that day. Thought it is not possible, I would catch the day and hold it into my hand. Happiness stays in my life for a while. But I just love that moment when it comes. Good things arrive when there is a hope to live, a hope to enjoy life, a hope to fulfill a new dream, a hope to overcome the nightmare, a hope to find out way, a hope to see a new day. A moment enters into my life with the cold air of winter and it feels me that I am still alive. I wish I stored that moment in my heart. That’s all!!!!!!

Saturday, November 30, 2013

Saturday, November 30, 2013

I am not able to determine my mood. Sometime I feel fine and sometime I feel terrible. But one thing is determined and that is that I am getting mad. I know it is the end of a story. New stories are waiting for me and there is too much time for creating stories.

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Valuable things are not considered valuable until it is applied. Although books give us knowledge related to human life, those are not able to teach us the real lesson of life.

Sunday, November 24, 2013

Everyone has engaged with their works, no one has time for thinking about others, a busy world where time is changing quickly. There is a time when everything goes wrong. And time stops for a moment. And she may think about the reality. We are so much busy with our works that we may ignore some special people. And when we realize those, we can’t forgive us, but remember them for life time. It feels like burning inside. No one can see that you are burring. And time starts killing you from inside. At the time of seeing my eye through the mirror, I recognize many persons ignored by me.

Friday, November 15, 2013

At the last point of time, at the beginning of time, one thing remains unchanged. And that is my identification. It is easy to believe yourself, but it is hard to believe other. When your trust is broken by someone, you may not believe anyone easily. And I believe no one. I have been searching someone to share all my secrets but I have not found anyone. There are many friends in my life and all of them know very little about me. I love to hide my secrets. After all, pain should attack with full speed, otherwise the enjoyment of feeling pain is not got properly. 

Sunday, November 24, 2013

Friday, November 15, 2013

At the last point of time, at the beginning of time, one thing remains unchanged. And that is my identification. It is easy to believe yourself, but it is hard to believe other. When your trust is broken by someone, you may not believe anyone easily. And I believe no one. I have been searching someone to share all my secrets but I have not found anyone. There are many friends in my life and all of them know very little about me. I love to hide my secrets. After all, pain should attack with full speed, otherwise the enjoyment of feeling pain is not got properly.

Thursday, November 21, 2013

Friday, November 8, 2013

Friday, November 08, 2013



I can impress someone easily but I can’t maintain relationship. People who know me know that I usually don’t connect with them. When I have some works with them, I am connected almost all the time with them. But when I have no work with someone, I may not make a phone for him. That part of life may finish for ever. Many persons are lost from my life. I never try to follow them. I just follow the darkness. I find me where light does not exist. Someone feels that I am selfish but our judgments are not always true. I can’t maintain relationship. I am always busy in my unreal world. Making a new relationship is very easy for me but I can’t handle it. Right now I don’t try to make a new relationship because I know they can’t understand me and will misunderstand me. Though I have no interest to be a lovable person, I never want to be the most unloved person. I am alone but some persons love me so much. Their love feels me that I have many things to live.
It is easy to make a new relationship but it is hard to maintain it.

Sunday, October 27, 2013

Sunday, October 27, 2013



Some happiness should be sacrificed for someone’s happiness. When a person actually does it, she/he will not feel bad. Sometimes it feels great to know about someone for which I do it. But this sacrifice will be an extra load if you are not happy to sacrifice something for someone. The extra loads will add and someday it will be the biggest pain of life. For me, I am the biggest selfish. For a while, I forget that I have no heart. I mean I have a small heart but basically I use my brain to make decisions. And there is no plan in my life. I just follow my luck and the way which it shows.
Never try to sacrifice something for someone who does not care about you.

Monday, October 21, 2013

Monday, October 21, 2013

If you say negative about my choices, I will be glad. I choose different things lest people might like it. I know my choice becomes weird sometime. But if we always choose excellent things, then awful things won’t be used. I always try to follow those who never try to follow me. Basically I love those who love to hate me. The biggest lesson of my life is given by them. I like to be criticized by people. It helps me to find out my weakness.

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Thursday, October 10, 2013


Whenever I have been asked a question suddenly, I have given an unsatisfied answer. And whenever I am happy, I can’t sleep at all.

Monday, September 30, 2013

Monday, September 30, 2013



Many persons believe that I neglect them which are basically wrong. I think they think that their thoughts are always right. But no one is always right. If someone doesn’t accept anything against her, she will not understand the reality. When someone creates wrong idea about me, I don’t try to break their beliefs. Because breaking a belief means breaking a heart.
A belief is a trust by which one can live his whole life

Monday, September 23, 2013

Monday, September 23, 2013



3rd semester result is published today. I am happy with my performance. I never expect anything which is out of the reach. That’s why I never get nervous. When you have a soft corner in your heart for anything, it will become your weakest point. I guess I love cats. But it is difficult to identify right one when your best wishers are wrong. Maybe you can’t say that they are wrong. But when you have faith that they understand you, you should go to say that. I have no faith about this matter. I believe when someone says reality, people don’t digest it.
Falsehood is tasted like honey
And truth is tasted like bitter