Tuesday, February 20, 2018

Life goes with it's stable speed but everything is uncleared for me. I have been searching what I actually want for years. Leading life without mission and vision is quite nebulous. I know my mission and vision but I am on a wrong path. The main problem is that luck is not stable like speed of time. My mind doesn't focus on a specific thing for a long time as well.

Wednesday, February 7, 2018

Real value of a valuable person is realized when he lost forever. At that time, this realization has no value. But it is human nature to realize everything after loosing that particular thing. Everyday, almost every hour, I remember you with the hope that you may see me. Sometimes, I do things in order to making you happy even though you don't exist. I had many things to share with you, many things to express. I had a desire that I would tell you everything to you someday. Someday! The day don't arrive and will never arrive.

Maybe I become depressed. Maybe my brain is not in a stable position but still I try to show myself stable.