Thursday, September 24, 2020 (Depression, over expectation, Deserving - Planning and finding out alternatives)

The period of depression comes in the life now and then. It doesn't matter how long it will last. Feeling depressed is not a sin and it is very common feeling. 

There are many reasons behind depression. One of the most influencing fact is over-expectation. Over expectation forces us to expect more than our capabilities. It is not a sin either to expect more than one's capabilities. All the living creatures expect more. Problem doesn't arise from over expectation. It arises when we assume the over expectation as our deserving thing without much effort. Mixing over-expectation with deserving thing is the main problem in case of depression. 

What do I deserve actually??? 

Before answering the question, I have to think which things I got which I actually didn't deserve. The list is not short. 

Over expectation is not a problem if we plan, work and try our best to achieve it. But people only think about it without much efforts. It is not our prime duty to think about deserving. Only thinking about deserving thing without much efforts is not ideal at all. There are many things in life expect thinking about it. 

At the same time, we should not compare our life with others. We don't know about back ground history of the targeted person. Other's success should be our inspiration rather than our depression. 

For me, I love to be depressed by various factors. Being depressed is not my weakness. I consider it as my biggest strength. Whenever I become depressed, I start planning and implementing it. And I know my abilities and my deserving things. But I always expect one step lower than my deserving thing. :) 

Sunday, September 14, 2020 (Believing in half picture)

It is not surprising fact that most of people believe half true or shown true. When you judge a picture by seeing it's half part & assume it as full picture, you can be misguided easily. Similarly they don't have enough time to research facts and factors to create own judgement. 

A sector of people shows us half picture and emphasizes to believe on it. It is not an odd act in our society. Almost everyone shows us half picture of a full scenario. Because it increases their influencing power. It doesn't matter that they misguide many people. 

To solve it, we need to use our brain. At first, we must hear all the details, then search new sources of getting information, analyzing facts and trying to create your own judgement. Asking question is not an act of sin. Whenever there is a question, there must be a solution. Everything can be proven if you have ability to find it. 

When asking question is considered as a sinful act, then yes, I am a sinner. 

Friday, September 4, 2020 (No companion)

 I don't need any companion at all. I don't mind when there is no one with me. If someone is not with me and makes companion with the persons against me. I don't mind either in this situation. 

As it is human behavior, he/she has rights to select his/her side. It is quite natural that human selects wrong side most of the time. Due to benefits & personal relationship, people don't think too much about which side is right & which side is wrong. 

Anything goes in their favor is right for them and anything goes against them is wrong for them. I said the same thing before. 

I never try to make relationship for getting favor and making relationship is not a deal for me. 

I have been thinking about my life for last one week. No one is with me and no one will help me unless they get benefitted by me. There is no one who stands for me even though I was not wrong or my points were logical. 

The world is a game of taking benefits and there is a few persons who don't care about it.