Sunday, April 25, 2021

Greedy is the biggest enemy of us. Human being always wants more & more. The word 'sufficient' is not fixed for us. There is no limit of our needs & demands. 

Saturday, May 01, 2021

Life is the most complicated thing. It's like a game and I am loosing almost every single day. But it doesn't matter. Loosing game is a lesson to me. I learn from my defeated attempt. At the same time, I point out my weakness & work on improving it day by day. No one is perfect. Only practicing can make us perfectionist. 

Most of us try to hide weakness rather than to improve it. Hiding weakness makes me weaker mentally. 

I am loosing focus on my path now. It is not a good sign but I know current path will be more dangerous. I just hope that the plan will work. There is only one hope nothing else.  🙂🙂🙂

Tuesday, April 20, 2021

It is not easy to digest bitter. Sometimes, the life teaches me various lessons and forces me to digest it. But I am okay with it. Someone told me that I did not understand the world. It is definitely true that I don't understand the world fully. I never go for money. Whatever things I do, it is because of my passion toward the work. It is my biggest strength which is considered as foolish by the world. I also appreciate their opinion because everyone has right to say. 

I took pressure with minimum wage. What did I get?? ? 

Moving on is a better option sometime. For me, I know moving on is a worst move. But I have to do it by any means. 

Monday, April 19, 2021 (Something is wrong)

Sometimes we have time to express anything but we don't want to express. Similarly, we have no to express anything but we want to express many things. That is the nature of human beings. 

I got too much time to express many things and I really want to express those. But I feel lack of energy nowadays. I don't know the exact reason but something is wrong. There is a huge lack of concentration. I can't focus on a particular object. There are too many random thoughts remaining in my mind in the same time. Headache becomes a normal issue.

The problem is either a health issue or a mental issue. It also can be both. 

Monday, April 05, 2021 (Appreciation coming from an unexpected place)

It is the first day of lockdown (second session). I was waiting for the driver to pick up me to office every day. I was late today. So, I bought a newspaper named "The daily Star". The seller appreciated that I read newspaper. He said " People buy a Cigarette at Tk. 12 but they don't buy newspaper." He also added some things in English that I didn't catch clearly. 

I read newspaper whenever I get opportunity or get free time. But no one appreciates it like the man. There are very few persons who appreciate good habits. Because we like bad habits in most of the cases.