Saturday, May 01, 2021

Life is the most complicated thing. It's like a game and I am loosing almost every single day. But it doesn't matter. Loosing game is a lesson to me. I learn from my defeated attempt. At the same time, I point out my weakness & work on improving it day by day. No one is perfect. Only practicing can make us perfectionist. 

Most of us try to hide weakness rather than to improve it. Hiding weakness makes me weaker mentally. 

I am loosing focus on my path now. It is not a good sign but I know current path will be more dangerous. I just hope that the plan will work. There is only one hope nothing else.  🙂🙂🙂

Tuesday, September 25, 2018

Sometimes, confidence of other on me makes me nervous. Nervousness is that I may not be able to live up the person's confidence. There are many reasons behind it. Other's confidence on me and their love for me are like a barden for me. It is the major reason behind my nervousness. Similarly when there is an expectation, I get nervous. Because an expectation has a minimum requirement that must be fulfilled.

Sunday, January 22, 2017

Being alone is not a terrible thing for me. I love to be alone. It doesn't make me realize that it's my weakness. In fact, It is my one of the best strengths. 

When someone comes to me in search of help, I always try to solve his problem without seeing the relationship between us. Helping others is pretty a peaceful thing for me. When I help someone, I get myself satisfaction. As a human, it is our prime duty to help each other. I never have fear to be dominated by the help seekers.

If you donate something, you will not hope something in return of your donation. If you donate something in order to getting something, it's not donation but a deal.

Whenever I am a help seeker, the whole world denies helping me. Maybe I don't know how to convince people for getting a favor. The greatest helper also closes their door for me. If I need a tiny help, people consider it as a huge one. And they forget to shout out it.

Situation like this make me feel alone. And that feel of alone is my actual weakness. A weakness that makes me feel that I am alone in a crowded place. There are many persons but all is unknown to me. I am quite helpless now. :-/