People miss the passed days in general. It is quite normal to remember good time with friends, family or someone special. But it is very unfortunate for me that i never miss my passed days. Though there were many success, many special moments, many glorious events, I rarely remember my past. And i rarely miss someone. I don't know what's wrong with my psychology but it is reality. There are many reasons behind it. Firstly, I never try to remember my glorious moments as It makes me feel nervous. Similarly, I had many friends in my school, college, university, work places, others. But it is very rare that i contact with them. I love all of them but i never try to contact them in general. It is not like I don't like them but it is like my psychology that i am always engaged on present situation. I don't know what my real problem is. Because I don't miss my school days. Almost all the persons miss their school life expect me. Same thing goes with my college, university and work places.
Or I am just a selfish who don't care any one.
Or maybe I always want to leave every thing and with strong relationship (any kind of relationship), it is tough to leave everything. For me, a goodbye means really a goodbye.
Or maybe relationship (any kind) is a burden for me. I always try to run away from people who approximately closes to me (anticipated close). I respect them but I rarely try to communicate with them.
Or maybe I always focus on my present and too much involved in my work. For most of us, works are not very pleasant activities but i love to work. And I am very serious about my work and passionate about it.
Or I don't know what the problem is.
One may call me any thing for this kind of behavior. But i don't know.
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