Monday, March 18, 2024

Saturday, March 16, 2024 (A victorious failure in academic life)

Anticipation filled the air as I awaited the results of my Secondary School Certificate (SSC) examination in November. Having performed well in the pre-test examination, numerous classmates and I were optimistic about my success. Rumors circulated that nine students, including myself, had passed. Despite the promising signs, my confidence waned when, just twenty minutes before the official announcement, I received confirmation of my failure. The revelation left me stunned and disheartened. Despite clinging to hope until the last moment, the reality was stark—I had not succeeded. The subsequent feelings of frustration and disappointment were overwhelming.

That day marked a low point in my academic journey. Despite facing repeated failures, I refused to be deterred. Indeed, each setback served as fuel for my determination to persevere.

In the last seven years, it was the first time I dared to hope for success in all subjects. Despite the outcome, I never viewed it as a failure.


Tuesday, March 12, 2024

Tuesday, March 12, 2024 (Another Ramadan)

Over the past few years, Ramadan has been starting closer to the winter season. I've begun to notice the chill of winter creeping into the late night, a sensation that had been absent for quite some time. The weather now feels a lot like it did during Ramadan in 2005/2006, probably around September or October. It's nice to be reminded of those past Ramadan memories by the similar weather we're having now.Time moves on its own, and I've experienced a lot as it goes by. Someday, everything will come to an end for me, but I'm okay with it because it's just how nature works.