Wednessday, June 25, 2025 (Doing group task without any member)

I love to do all my tasks alone as I perform better in the solo work and it is my personal preference. In constrast, I am conformable to work in a group as well. I become more conscious about my part as my work has an impact on the overall performance of the group. I am very responsible person in case of collaborative work. I am very surprised to see many irresponsible persons in the team-based work. They don't care about work or anything. 

Tuesday, June 24, 2025 (Feeling satisfied)

The result of our first semester was published few days back but I did not get all the result on that day. There was a particular subject which was not published in my student portal. I was depressed about it heavily as I assumed that I might have failed in the module. I tried very hard for the subject and I was not confident at all due to making assignment first time in UK. Some of my classmates also indicted about the chance that I did not pass in the module. I failed many times in my life and I do not have any shame to accept my failure. However, the feeling of uncertainty makes me feel disappointed. Today, I got my result and I passed. I am pleasured that I passed in all the subjects.

Friday, June 20, 2025 (Ending of a holiday)

I have recognized that I am in a holiday mood after changing the city even though it is more than 20 days now. I have to follow a routine in order to make a discipline life for education and professional life. I have some plans in my mind for future which is impossible without a proper road map. Today, I was confused to select few objectives from a range of alternatives and I went to a place where there was no one. Sometime, Silence provides you the right answer and I got the correction answer as well. 

Tuesday, June 10, 2025 (The weight of silence)

Often I don't emphasize my ideas toward others even though I know my idea is total right. I did the same thing for many times in my life and people did not realize their fault in the majority of cases. Today, the same event has happened as I let other to make decision despite of knowing the right way. Though people often recognize their fault, they hesitate to accept the truth due to their reputation. 

Somehow, I overcomed my issues including acceptation of the truth and transcending the ego. If I accept my shortcoming, I will have a scope to improve myself. Believing in continuous improvement is the suitable alternative for me rather than arguing with vogue thoughts. 

In contrast, very few people have the quality to face the facts and improve themself. Ego and reputation are the main culprits for the situation and it is not easy to let go the self-centeredness and prestige. We remain in the deep sea of ego and the persuit of reputation. However, the place is not the entire universe at all. There are lands, spaces, galaxies and so on.

Friday, May 31, 2025 (The last day)

Sometime, it is impossible to express my feelings in words as the language fails to capture the actual moment at all. My heart becomes lonely without any proper reason. There are many things in my life that I do not need to remember. Because I am flexible to cope up with any condition. I do not know whether it is a great ability or it is a curse to me. I got another term for me and that is water. I am like water which can fit in any empty space though it is very common. It is the last day of my first job in UK and I love my work. I feel myself very lucky that the staffs of the place were very cooperative. 

Saturday, May 10, 2025 (End of a busy period)

I have been busy for the last 15 days due to having excessive pressure of assessments and job. There were a series of assessments including presentation, reports, portfolio and more on. The last assessment was conducted on 07 May which was a presentation. I had to study late night as I reached my accommodation in the mid night from work. There was no scope for relaxing myself though I had similar experiences in many times. However, I always love to have restlessness in my life. I feel satisfied, accomplished and most importantly alive. 

Saturday, April 19, 2025 (Satisfaction with my first work in UK)

 

After a long time, I have done an economic activity today by working a restaurant. I always love to work in diverse areas because it allows me to push my limits. I don't know how great or bad the work was. I can not remember any unhappy moment during my work or maybe there was no unhappy moment. Alternatively, I enjoyed it a lot. I just lost myself in the work with my passion toward doing work. It seems very crazy thing for most of the persons but I feel satisfied. Satisfaction of getting in action is the main motto of my life. I never like to spend lazy time without any productive activities. 

Saturday, April 12, 2025 (First day in UK, part-2)

I was alone when I arrived UK first time. Despite having nervousness, I was even more excited to feel the new environment and to experience the unfamiliar place. When my plane landed, I prepared myself for facing immigration officer and collecting my luggage. There was no WiFi collection at the airport. I walked approximately 10 minutes to reach the immigration officer. She asked me very basic questions like my name, the name of my university, CAS letter and more on within 2 minute. After passing through the point, my mind was only focused on the collection of luggage. I collected my 3 suitcases and tried to get a trolley. However, using a trolley required payment by card or coin. I could not manage it as I did not have any coin or international card. Hence, I went out from the airport without a trolley. I felt the cool weather of Manchester. It was a sunny day and temperature was 7 degree. It was a pleasure moment for me to feel the weather of Europe first time in my life. In contrast, I did not have any internet or SIM card which made some issues for me. The main challenge was the finding a taxi to reach my accommodation booked through booking.com for 5 days. I thought it would be like a system similar to one in Bangladesh. I spent at least 1 hour to go here and there without a proper direction. Then I asked a boy to help me and he directed me perfectly. I luckily had a printed copy of my accommodation. The taxi driver was very friendly and took me the place. 

On arrival, It was again a confusing situation for me to enter the house. They provided me a code in my mail but I did not know how to use it. I entered into the house with the help of a neighbor. I call my house to confirm about my arrival of UK as soon as I got the WiFi. My room was in the grand floor from where I could see the outside. Though there was curtain in the glass door, it was uncomfortable for me. I had not eaten anything for a while, so I started searching place to eat some food near by me. I found a restaurant for lunch and a list of works including buying a SIM card, talking with landlord, buying foods for night were pending. I enjoyed watching the views of road, parks, birds etc. It was a great feeling to take breadth in a new environment. After completing my lunch, I went to the landlord and searched to buy a SIM card as well. After a while, I found a mobile shop from where I bought a SIM card. I did not know how to use bus at that time. As a result, walking is the only way to travel. I walked approximately 40 min and reached place. After confirming the accommodation, I started coming bank to my current place. I bought some fruits and chicken fries for dinner. The sun sat around 4.40 PM and I reached my current place at 6 o'clock. 

It was a busy day for me but I was very happy. Having tiredness, I walked 7 miles in that day due to my excitement. 

Monday, March 17, 2025 (New life in UK part-1)

I have been remaining very busy for long time life. I got my student visa on 08 January and was heavily engaged with preparation including shopping, preparing documents, arranging accommodation and more on. 

I was restless in the last week and got very little time for myself as well. I stayed outside almost everyday before arriving UK due to doing all the unfinished works. I hoped that my wife would join me. However, it did not happen and I went to UK alone on 03 February.