Thursday, November 10, 2016

Life is very strange. Sometimes we need one direction but fortune emphasizes our direction and ultimately we go to another direction which is not preferable to us. I can compare my study life with a boat without rudder. When I was in class 8, I got interest in Geography. Having this interest in Geography, I started studying in the real sense. But I had to leave Geography in college life because this subject was not available in our college. And I tried to shift another college but situation was not favorable once again. When I was in college, once again I fall in love with English and aimed to continue with it. I have a tendency of leaving everything after a defined period. Leaving home ground is my habit and hobby. And after college, English was my life choice to continue my study but I took BBA.  There were obviously some adverse situations. At first, I was confused about major subject. I tried to excess every subject. I found out that Finance, Accounting and marketing were not perfect choice for me. There was not creativity in Finance and Accounting. I liked description, expression and creation. Moreover there were too many persons who could contribute to those subjects. I needed a subject where I could contribute some things. I intended to complete my BBA in Human Resource Management. I knew that collecting 10 persons for creating a batch was not an easy task to execute. Because everyone wanted to take Finance, Accounting and Marketing. And those were famous and people were attracted to the brightest star in the sky among zillion of stars. I tried to show them the positive sides of HRM. But I badly failed in convincing them. I never considered Accounting or Finance for my major but I took finance. Accounting is the most intolerable subject to me.  

Now I want to follow a path but my qualification does not allow me to select the path. But I am really thankful to those who have inspired me and are with me in every stage.

Saturday, November 05, 2016

Another winter is knocking door. It often rains lightly for few days. Raining in the month of November seems little odd. I usually don’t see that type of situations. I remember this situation only in 2007 when a cyclone call “Sidr” arrived. I love winter as well as rain. In fact, I start waiting for winter from the end of previous one. The need of warm is heavily felt in the winter. I wish there were snowfall in the winter.

Tuesday, November 1, 2016

It is often difficult to determine where to go. Having some alternatives does not mean that you have a code of executable directions. It may lead confusion. Whenever I get alternatives, I am confused to select the right one for me. Extraneous matters oversize my decision. Almost optimum decision is out of reach then. Relevant matters are highly ignored by me most of the time. Now almost all Decisions that are taken by me are perfect example of wrong decisions. 

Maybe life is not in a right position now. Everything is quiet nebulous. It’s like a morning in the winner when everywhere is foggy. But winner does not exist for ever. It will change in near future.

Sunday, October 30, 2016

Life can be compared with a graph. If it continuously goes up with a similar rate, it seems boring. It is a dangerous situation. Because getting a thing continuously make you feel careless about that thing. Then you don’t have any interest on that in near future. At the same time, declining without any increase may lead to depression. Depression makes you a looser. But loosing is not a weakness. It is a power to force you for regaining the loosing thing.  

Loosing something allows you to feel the need of gaining that thing

Sometimes it is difficult to identify whether I am in a declining position or I am in a raising position. I feel confused about everything around me now-a-day. But confusion defines me. It is the main element of my character.

Wednesday, September 26, 2016

Unexpected thing is either a surprise or a shock. When it is favorable, it is a surprise. When it is unfavorable, it is a shock.

Today the sky was very clear and remained the same position until evening. When I came out from office, I got an unexpected thing. Of course, it was a surprise for me. It was raining lightly.