Domination over others is a common tendency in the society. Almost everyone wants to dominate others in his or her level. We learn to dominate others from our family, friends and society. It starts from our childhood. So, we take this matter as a normal event.
Seriously I believe there is a constantly upward trend of this power game. Nowadays, people become more obsessed. And no one cares about it at all.
So, it is December. The month of December always excites me. There are too many memories and events happened in December. By the way, I won a competition in Freelancer.com first time ever. Though the prize amount is very low, I am very very happy for it. I guess it was not my best work but it was my day. The month of November was quiet calm.
I don't know what to say. When I am in the lowest point, someone claims something from that lowest point. People are emotionally fool. If someone comes to you and shares his pain & struggle, you have sympathy for that person even though he / she is not much problem with that. Small small steps are the foundation for a big crush but some people don't have any brave to say the truth. They have only attitude to show their elite status.
November is the one of the least important month of my life. Maybe there were very very few positive things that happened in November. I can feel that the winter is coming but I don't like winner for few years. Once upon a time, winter was my favorite. Today is the birthday of SRK, my favorite actor. I like all his movies but some of them are epic. I wish him happy birthday🎁🎁🎁
There is a gap of one and half month between today and my last blog. There were many things that happened in between time period. There are small success and there are some failures as well.
I believe that I enjoy my failure period more than my success. When I fail or I do a mistake, I learn many things. The period of learning never ends and when it ends, you must consider yourself as death.
I got some small success in my new profession though it was very tiny. But a success is an occasion of success for me even though it is tiny.
Few days ago, I saw some beautiful scenario while crossing the river. I found that the winner is very near.
I don't know why I remember 2007, 2008, 2009 and 2010. I think I am getting older now. It may be one of the main reason. But still I feel that I am stuck in 2009-10.
That's all for today. :)
I selected wrong path many times. I never decline that there are many big mistakes done by me in life. I accept my mistakes and always try to learn from my mistakes. we try to crop up with life. Some times, we get something but want to get something else. We don't resist & just accept the thing. It is a normal event. I don't have any issue with that. But I resist and try to find out myself. I don't know about others and don't want to know anyone. I just want to find out myself.
Right now, I am none but want to become someone someday. Someone that is actually me, not someone that is made by social or fate. Reality is that I change my outlook time to time because I learn and understand things more clearly.
Sometime, floating with wave (Ongoing life) changes your actual identity.
For few days, I don't utilize my time properly. It is very common habit of mine as free time distracts my routine. But I utilize time properly in case of tight schedules. Nowadays, I have good enough time and I don't have focus. It happens with me often. Somehow, I recover from this time to time.
From now, I focus on utilizing time properly.
It is almost the darkest place where I stand. Suddenly there is a hope of enlightening the place by a firefly. Sometimes it is needed to live hopes. Otherwise, it is very easy to become depressed. We should cheer our small achievements frequently and it really needs.
Well, I got my first order in Fiverr after waiting approximately one month. It really creates an extra energy within me. Though it is a minor thing, it is the first step toward my way. ☺☺☺
There is only 2 hours remaining for the final match of Copa America 2021 between Brazil vs Argentina. There is a huge showcase seen in Facebook. I saw a lots of posts that confirmed the hype for the match. In fact, it is almost a never seeing hype. Almost every posted in FB to show support either Brazil or Argentina. It is almost an iconic event. The craze is unbelievable now.
I hope for a competitive match and victory for Brazil. :)
Sometimes it is difficult to describe about your current position as you start everything from beginning. I love the number "zero" as there is nothing less than that until you owe someone. There are many positive possibilities when you are zero. As chance of going below is almost impossible, you can take risk.
