Monday, March 20, 2023 (memories of Unmesh)

There is too many memories of Unmesh during my work period. I learnt a lot of things from there which impacted my life a lot. There are no hurt feelings at all and i am just sharing some memories. 

It was quite a routine that i had to work in 2 weekend in almost every month. I needed those weekend badly as I was completing my MBA at the same time. If someone asked me "what do you want? A weekend or money", I would definitely say " Weekend". It was 19.07.2018 and was Thursday. I got ready for going to office and had a nice feeling that i would spend a weekend (of course i had classes in the following day). I worked on weekend in the last weekend. So, i was certain about my weekend. I received a call around 8.30 am to come in the head office for some important work. Then I went there with my colleagues. There were some issues about VAT and TAX. And gathering information from server took a lot of time. We started working on it. But after 8/9 pm, it was certain that i was going to work in the next day (weekend). So, I didn't have any option and it was quite okay at some points.then I worked on Friday and it was around 9.30 pm when I left office on that time. And i again reached office around 8.00 am in the next day (saturday). Those were tough 3 days but it was not my hardest days. But it was a day when a certain thing became uncertain. And it is painful when certain thing become uncertain. 

I never neglect my work. Work is not only a way of earning livelihood for me but also a way of showing my passion. Though the situations were tough, I loved my work. :) 

Monday, March 06, 2023 (intolerance)

I can see the increasing intolerant attitude / behavior among people surrounding by me Or within my country. Every tries hard to impose his or her outlook over others. And people have suddenly started trolling others or on a topic. No one needs to know the actual facts and factors. People (most of) never try to figure out actual fact or to analyze any fact. They ( most of) act like they know every thing but they (most of) don't know about basic either. That type of behavior definitely hamper individualism and free speech. In a society, everyone may have different thoughts and it is not necessary to match everyone's thought with majority. Sometimes, majority can be wrong. When Galileo identified earth orbiting the sun, he was the only one who believed in it. So, it doesn't matter what majority think in a society. Majority don't have time to analyze every thing or to use their brain and they are just copy cat. 

Saturday, February 11, 2023 (A long time has ended)

Whenever I think about past, I feel that a long period of time in my life has ended. When it was 2016/2017, I didn't feel too much like this. 

I saw (lived) 90s life, 2000, 2010 and 2020. But it doesn't matter at all. Time has it's own speed. There are too many things that i have been. I have seen a completely changing world experience. So, I decide to write down every that i can remember. 

Monday, January 30, 2023 (feeling very happy to see srk after 4 years)

 It was a long wait for me to see srk again in movie. It was the longest break for his career. Honestly I had very less confidence about Pathaan compared to Jawan and Dunki. But Pathaan is very good. The story is average, action and vfx is good (though vfx is poor in some parts) and acting is outstanding. Overall it is a good package. 

It is a record breaking movie for SRK. 

Tuesday, January 17, 2023 (loneliness is a strength)

Sometimes loneliness is needed to understand what is going on in a fast peace world. We are always busy in our ways and there is very little time to hear own feelings. Only loneliness can give you the time when you can think about you. 

Of course, loneliness without mobile or any other media is needed. 

Whenever I am alone and i have not focused on any specific thing at that time, I can realize myself. Loneliness gives me insights about my life. I can realize my actual needs and desires. There is a mental satisfaction. 

Sunday, January 08, 2023 (another new year)

So, 2022 has finally ended. It was an economic disaster year for all over the world. There were wars that stimulate the inflation. 

For me, it was a year of getting a way, spreading skills and knowledge. There are many mistakes and many smart moves. Hopefully I will try to avoid mistakes that i made in 2022.

Monday, December 19, 2022 (best FiFA final ever i have seen)

What was a match it was!!  There were trills, excitement, happiness, sorrows and joyful moments. 

I am a hardcore Brazil supporter but Brazil was out from Quarter Final. I decided to support Argentina for the final match because I wanted to see a winner team which is not from europe. 

Argentina was in full form until 78 min. They scored 2-0 until 78 min. I thought it was a one-sided match for sure. There was no doubt on it. 

But then there was a twist. France scored 2 goals within 2 minutes and it became 2-2 in 81 min. Then France became super strong and Argentina seemed weaker. There was no winner in 90 min game. So, the game went to extra time (30min). 

Again, Argentina seemed weaker again and France started overpowering Argentina at that time. But Argentina managed to score a goal. But again France scored quick after that. At the last moment, France almost scored another goal but goalkeeper of Argentina saved it outstandingly. 

Finally, the game went to tie breaker. And finally Argentina won it. I have seen first time in my life that Argentina won FIFA World Cup. 

Thursday, December 8, 2022 (timelessness)

It has been a busy period for me. But it is okay now. There are several thoughts and ideas but there is no time to execute those. I can again realize the value of time and it is more valuable than any thing. 

We just live in a forest where everyone is like an animal and fight with each others every time to get more power.

Approximately everyone wants power to dominate others or to show superior. And it is the real problem of our society. There is no time to be happiness or people become happy when they dominate others.

Friday, November 25, 2022 (FIFA World cup)

It is the season of FIFA. It is first that FIFA World Cup is started in November. There are many shocking moments that have been already taken place like Argentina loosing against Saudi Arabia, German defeated by Japan etc. But my favorite team has won their first match against Serbia last night. I try to watch almost every match. Hopefully, it will be a thrilling world Cup. 

Thursday, November 17, 2022 (Shortage of Time)

I face the problem of shortage of time nowadays. There are several reasons but shortage of time is not a rare problem in my life. It is very common and it started since 2016. Before it, I had a lot of time and I utilized my time poorly then. But i don't have any regret for it. I am imperfect, do mistakes and learn from my mistakes. Those things make me and my identity. 

Mostly I am busy with my freelancing projects. Similarly I am trying to open new sectors. Hopefully I will manage time to satisfy myself by doing my expected activities. :) 

Saturday, November 5, 2022 (starting the last part of the year)

Another year is on the way to end soon. The year has some significances on my life. In fact, I learn new things in every year. I always think that i need to learn more. I change mediums of learning but never change the habit of learning. I hope the ending part will be better for you as well.  

Wednesday, November 2, 2022

 It's 2nd November, the birth day of SRK. It was really great to see the teaser of his upcoming movie, Pathan. The teaser is awesome and it is 4 years since his last movie was released. It is a great pleasure to see him in movies again. I can remember the year 2009 when there was no SRK movie. :)