Sunday, 17 April, 2016

My presentation for defense has been done today. Everything is fine and my performance is OK as I expected much lower. Basically I get nervous when I present something in front of audiences. I am really thankful to Akter Kamal sir who appreciated my performance once. After then I got a strong confidence for presentation. 4 year has passed in a sudden but I never bored with ongoing process. The next journey will be harder.

When something is started, it must be accomplished

If starting is not perfect, it does not matter

But having an excellent end is a thing of matter :)

Thursday, March 31, 2016

I have used my voting right first time today. But I am not proud. When things are not in process, everything must be destructive silently. This silent is neither permanent nor universal. I have been forced to vote openly which does not make sense. It should not have been like this. I deeply realize that I have done a wrong thing rather than a wrong thing happening with me. Now I am thinking why I have gone to vote. I am always happy with my visualized life. Whenever I become realistic, I am depressed. Someday the silent will break and the result will be destructive again.

People don’t consider long term benefits but they are happy with ongoing things.

Tuesday, March 15, 2016

The people who are considered as helpful persons may not be necessarily useful for you. Because they may help only the persons who insist for a favor to them, forgetting about commitment they have made. Things in process maybe observed hardly by them but things out of the process are not observed as hard as things in process. Because requesting or insisting is everything for them. When you make someone realize to do some things, it is you responsibility to accomplish it rather than to help people at random because of insisting. I have no objections against them because I know they don’t see everything equally.

It is easy to get someone's help when you are out of process.
But it is hard to get someone's help or approximately impossible to get someone's help when you are in process

Monday, 29 February, 2016

The last class of IIUC has been ended and the journey of IIUC came to an end today. But feelings are still fresh and new as i have just been admitted in IIUC. :)

RAG day (4th February)

Life is a set of sessions.

Sessions like school life, college life, university life, profession life and more on have a start and end.

When we are born, the journey of life has started. Another vital part of life has just come to an end. All the things are now on the way of becoming past. I still feel that I have just been admitted into IIUC. But time has its own speed. Your brain or memory can hang but time just goes with its force. 4 years, a long period of time that I feel very small now. All guests in this program have inspired and encouraged us for our future. While MSH sir was saying his thoughts, I became emotional. Many things I got from here and many things it deprived from me.

My biggest disappointment at IIUC was that I was not allowed to select HRM for major. Some other disappointments also existed but that was my biggest disappointment in my university life. I became lunatic for few days when I came to know about that.

Actually I learnt and got many things from IIUC. When I was in college, I tried to memorize everything without understanding the real meanings. When I was at IIUC, this habit disappeared. From 2/3rd semester, I thought to place every conceptual things into practical place. And there are many teachers who gave me the idea of it and I am really thankful to them. My English was not well but it became better during Varsity life. I was afraid of saying anything in front of people and presentations reduced this fear in a limit.

I got many friends during my varsity life but I never belonged to any specific group. Mayeen uddin was my first friend in IIUC. We both were same batch until 7^th semester. I trust him and sometimes shared many things that others didn’t know. Another friend is Saiful Islam. He is the last source of helping me from my point of view. I knew him from 1^st semester and became friend from 2^nd semester. I spent most of my time at IIUC with both Mayeen uncle and Saiful. They have so much trust on me that they changed their batch when I insisted doing it. Nayeem is my closest friend but has connection with me in real life. He knows a lot of things about me that are not known to others. Rifat is also a very good friend of my in the last part of varsity life. Bonding between me and Rabby has turned into stronger in the varsity. There few other friends Zubair (giving me many advises), Soloyman etc. and there are a lot of friends in the FB.When I was in 5^th semester, I came to know someone at IIUC. And in the 7^th semester that person became a key part of my life.

All in all, my university was not bad but it is quite good. I tried that everyone may not get something from me but no one must be hurt by me. And I also tried to respect all because someone told me that respect is everything in the life. I never maintained good relationship to get benefits or to accomplish future plans. :)