Thursday, 18 May, 2017

Those days are busy. I find no time for myself. A restlessness works inside me and I have tried to overcome it. Life does not have in a position where I can detect any way to feel relax. Everything adds an extra unit of pressure. Thinking about various sector is missing from my life and this behavior is not normal at least.

Tuesday, 9 May, 2017 (A Journey)

Basically life is a journey which everyone has to travel with facing uncertainty. But sometimes exploring world is necessary to bring something new. I have experienced many things today. I saw raining, raining in lights of sun, rural houses, golden paddy in the fields, small & large rivers and more on. I don't taste the actual dish but I have just smelled the dish. Actually Bangladesh is more beautiful than my visualized thoughts.There are many things that have not been explored by me yet.

Friday, May 5, 2017

I become hyper wherever I feel pressured. Eventually I recognized that pressure is not bad. But I enjoy the moment. Pressuring allows me to find a way to get rid of it. In the easy way, solving a problem gives me pleasure. Then I started searching new types of pressures. Sometimes I got pressured by leading war (in games), study (assignment and presentations), and other works (assigned by different individuals). All the things were limited at that time. Now, pressure is huge from every sector including study, job, socialism and more on. When time is short, pressure may turn into under pressure for many persons. And I am under pressured nowadays. But a unit of pressure is out of life for a while.  Because exam of my 1st semester of EMBA has been over now.

And I am waiting for the 2^nd semester to take more pressure on my shoulder which will allow me to explore new opportunities.

Sunday, April 30, 2017

Sometime life is running faster and Sometime life has stopped in a moment which has its own value. Incidents are common but incidents having strong value are not common. Those are valuable. We assume that those things are natural. But those look different and beautiful from far.

Friday, April 21, 2017

Life is confusing. Everyone has a concept that is completely different from my concept. My colleagues think that I am heavily busy with my study. My teachers think that I am heavily busy with my wife. My wife thinks that I am heavily busy with my professional life.

And the actual situation is that I don't have any focus in any sector. :(

Monday, April 17, 2017

Uncertainty is a cause of stress when someone thinks about stability. Planned life is easily definable but life without any proper plan is like a journey without any defined destination. But everything is a new part for them. Every part is a fraction of a large definition. Creating a full picture from small pieces of papers is harder than creating a picture.

 

Sometimes I am confused whether I am confused or I am overreacting. My mind never sets up for a particular thing. It runs until it falls down.

Friday, March 31, 2017

I feel like a lunatic person for few months. I don’t have any focus on my job, Study, Games and life right now. I am depressed in the same time. Depression is not for being an under performer for all sectors but I have lost the vision of life. I don’t know what I am doing and why I am doing those. Life is like a movie without any script. The definition of happiness is also unknown to me now.

Tuesday, March 28, 2017

I never belong to any group of unity intentionally. Maybe I am not comfortable in a Group or I have a fear to be dominated by the others within a group. I don’t recognize the actual reason until now. Groups are not bad at all and a group allows its member to take more appropriate Decision because different minds generate a unique combination of knowledge. I like to walk alone and 

Being a person without any group identifies the actual of that person.

I don’t like groups for following reasons:

Unethical Practice: Most of the groups are made for a good reason but ultimately members use it for unethical demands.

Dominance Tendency: I am always dominated by others if I have a connection with a group.