Saturday, November 26, 2016

Rough season has just started. Misunderstanding can destroy a relationship if the relationship is not based on a solid foundation. It is seen that relationship often ends after a footless misunderstanding. Their relationships are weak. Because they love from brain rather than from heart. I have also some issues but those are not as big as my love. So, my issues never emphasize my love. :) 

Tuesday, November 22, 2016

I never try to remain at a place for a long period of time. I am in a hurry of leaving existing place at all times because you have to leave in order to reaching somewhere else. When ultimate goal is unknown, it is more interesting to identify the next way. Every stage is over after accomplishing it for me.  Maybe there are many persons who are with me per stage.  But it is almost impossible to maintain good relationship after getting done that stage.  This disability exists within my character. New people and new people are not able to make the fear of unknown. Those are like excitement of knowing the unexplored segment of life.  Uncomfortable does not make you weak but sometimes it may be your biggest strength. I also prefer unexpected situation and will continue to prefer it. Maybe some people don’t understand my concept and they don’t like the idea either.  

But Staying with same people and place for a long period of time is quiet boring for me. Changes allow us to feel the taste of new things. Maybe my theory is completely horrible but I follow it. 

Wednesday, November 16, 2016

It was a remarkable war. Because it was not a war between my team and opponent team. It was a battle between me and opponent team. First time, all the attacks were done by me. And execution was just about okay.

Thursday, November 10, 2016

Life is very strange. Sometimes we need one direction but fortune emphasizes our direction and ultimately we go to another direction which is not preferable to us. I can compare my study life with a boat without rudder. When I was in class 8, I got interest in Geography. Having this interest in Geography, I started studying in the real sense. But I had to leave Geography in college life because this subject was not available in our college. And I tried to shift another college but situation was not favorable once again. When I was in college, once again I fall in love with English and aimed to continue with it. I have a tendency of leaving everything after a defined period. Leaving home ground is my habit and hobby. And after college, English was my life choice to continue my study but I took BBA.  There were obviously some adverse situations. At first, I was confused about major subject. I tried to excess every subject. I found out that Finance, Accounting and marketing were not perfect choice for me. There was not creativity in Finance and Accounting. I liked description, expression and creation. Moreover there were too many persons who could contribute to those subjects. I needed a subject where I could contribute some things. I intended to complete my BBA in Human Resource Management. I knew that collecting 10 persons for creating a batch was not an easy task to execute. Because everyone wanted to take Finance, Accounting and Marketing. And those were famous and people were attracted to the brightest star in the sky among zillion of stars. I tried to show them the positive sides of HRM. But I badly failed in convincing them. I never considered Accounting or Finance for my major but I took finance. Accounting is the most intolerable subject to me.  

Now I want to follow a path but my qualification does not allow me to select the path. But I am really thankful to those who have inspired me and are with me in every stage.

Saturday, November 05, 2016

Another winter is knocking door. It often rains lightly for few days. Raining in the month of November seems little odd. I usually don’t see that type of situations. I remember this situation only in 2007 when a cyclone call “Sidr” arrived. I love winter as well as rain. In fact, I start waiting for winter from the end of previous one. The need of warm is heavily felt in the winter. I wish there were snowfall in the winter.

Tuesday, November 1, 2016

It is often difficult to determine where to go. Having some alternatives does not mean that you have a code of executable directions. It may lead confusion. Whenever I get alternatives, I am confused to select the right one for me. Extraneous matters oversize my decision. Almost optimum decision is out of reach then. Relevant matters are highly ignored by me most of the time. Now almost all Decisions that are taken by me are perfect example of wrong decisions. 

Maybe life is not in a right position now. Everything is quiet nebulous. It’s like a morning in the winner when everywhere is foggy. But winner does not exist for ever. It will change in near future.