Thursday, May 10, 2018 (Experiencing a fear)

Fortune may turn into unfortunate. Because everything is unpredictable. 

I left office around 8.45 PM. There were some extra pressure of works. Due to this, it was very late to leave the office. I had not decided the root to reach the home quick after leaving the office. At first I thought that I would take a bus to reach Sahabagh. But I changed my mind and decided to go Nilkhet. So, I took a Tempu and Reached Nilkhet around 9.30 PM. I was tired and waiting for a tempu to reach Chowk Bazar but there was no Tempu after waiting 5/10 minutes. Then I Called a Rickshaw and took ride on it. After reaching a certain point, 2 persons stopped the Rickshaw and robbed my Mobile and Money. They treated me at first. They did it within 2 minutes. I replaced my SIM Cards and made a GD. 

I have no regret for Mobile or Money. But there is a psychological problem raising within me. I fear to walk in a cloudless road now. There are many worse scenarios that might have taken place. My mind just thinks about those scenarios all the day. Maybe I am over thinking about a normal thing but life can change with that normal thing. 

Sunday, May 06, 2018

Waiting for a particular plan to work is not easy. When waiting is very long, it is also very hard to control oneself. At least, there are some positive sides of long waiting. More details about the plan can be evaluated easily due to enough time limit. The alternatives to backup the plan are more furnished, though loosing interest in the plan is common in long term.

The next step is not easy but every risky step is the way to open new doors. Every door may not be the right door. Choosing the right door is harder than exploring new doors.

Brain and heart are the greatest enemy of each other. Brain has decided a particular thing and heart starts protecting against it in the same time. Similarly heart has taken a decision and brain starts protesting against it. There is always a conflict between heart and brain. Whenever both enemies become friends, the decision is the strongest. Because heart describes your desire and brain describes logic in your desire. 

Thursday, May 03, 2018

Everything is quiet simple but time consuming. There are many plans to achieve the ultimate goal. In fact, every move is a part of plan. Master plan must be supported by a set of alternatives. Whenever everything does go according to plans, the alternative path should be followed. There is a saying:- 

If you fail to plan, then you plan to fail.