Wednesday, March 24, 2021

Sometimes, it is not easy to explain about upcoming things. We just need to assume the approximate situation. But we need absolute focus & concentration to estimate the approximate situation. Upcoming future is not certain when you break the ongoing path. To break the ongoing path, we need gut to take that type of decision. It may challenge your entire life. 

We need time to make a proper plan and execute it. I usually take a longer time to make a proper plan. Now-a-days it is very hard to get time. 

I have learnt many things from those who taught me lesson. Those are my real teachers because it helps me to explore the life deeper & to understand the meaning of life. 

Tuesday, March 09, 2021 (Distraction)

For some days, I am unable to focus on anything. This type of distraction is quite unusual and it must be avoided. A period of depression takes place in my life after a long time. It started and it goes on & on. It will end once but I don't know the ending date of it. At the same time, I lost my confidence as well. The scenario is definitely not in favor of me. Though I will manage it. 

When I love something, I never get distracted. Whenever love turns into hate, I can still manage it. Main reason behind this distraction is very clear to me. So, I just want to leave the distraction rather than to solve the distraction. 

Monday, February 08, 2021 ( a period of depression)

Sometimes it is not easy to handle pressure. It can be managed somehow. Having pressure with rough behavior is a mattering thing. Tolerating rough behavior is a challenge for most of us. 

I never try to compromise with misbehaving persons because it hurts my dignity and whoever hurts my dignity, is considered as my enemy by me. 

The scenario is changed now. Everything is not in my hands. I don't know what step I will take. But I will take some steps for sure. 

Monday, January 24, 2021 (Plans and possibilities)

I have many plans on my mind right now. It's impossible to execute all the plans at the same time. But most emerging plans can be executed. I believe in hard work as well as plans to execute the work. I know almost everything is possible if you have desire to do it. 

Saturday, January 16, 2021 (on the way of interstellar)

 The year "2020" ended for a while now. There were many decisions taken by me for the year. 

From my point of view, nothing is perfect. Human being always tries hard to make every thing perfect. 

I am like an objection traveling in the universe. There was an uncertain gravitational push that forced me to change my orbit. Now, I am on the way to travel interstellar again and on the way of leaving the solar system.

Turns and twists are needed to alter the path of life. 

Wednesday, December 30, 2020 (Too much loudness)

Becoming angry is a common intense emotional state found in all living beings. Expressing it is not a big deal at all. We must understand to whom it is expressed. 

It is almost impossible for me to digest anyone's anger without a reason. I can understand the situation when I have done a mistake. I don't have any issue to hear any rough thing due to my mistakes. Digesting rough behavior without my fault is the worst scenario for me. I simply avoid those whenever anyone tries to show his anger with me without any logic. 

Now it is a scenario like a little object in a solar system achieving escape velocity due to the gravity of a gigantic object. 

Thursday, December 24, 2020 (having no time for thinking)

Life catches up speed again. There are little scopes to think about everything. Once planning and thinking were my favorite activities. Still I try hard to focus on my thinking pattern. 

There were several events happened in few days like tour, anniversary and more on. The tour was amazing by the way. 

Sometimes, it is better to become a devil rather than to remain a gentleman. Because no one expects better thing from a savage. Almost all expect better thing from a gentleman. I never want anyone who expects very little from me. Expectation makes me weaker and no expectation is my biggest strength. 

Tuesday, December 8, 2020 (society)

Social outlook can not be changed in one day. It takes time to change and we live in a conservative society where out of box thinking is rejected most of the time. Customs & traditions have been created and it is observed by generation after generation. 

Becoming rebel is not an ideal thought at all. 

Tuesday, November 24, 2020 (changing PC after 11 years)

After a long period of time, I have started writing the blog again. 

Last day (23.11.2020), I bought my new PC. After 11 years, I changed my PC and it was really needed. I hope that it will least longer than the previous one. ;) 

Monday, November 9, 2020 (no time)

 It seems that there is no time for many things. Many hobbies and habits became history. Sometimes, it is almost impossible to leave a habit. But it is "almost impossible", not "impossible". Things change and we should crop up with existing situation. Maybe the present is dark, tomorrow seems nebulous but the day after tomorrow will bring light of joys. 

Sunday, October 4, 2020

Everyone is a hero in his or her life and every life is a story of movie. There are some certain villains and supporting casts around us. There are many turns and twists that make it more uncertain. But uncertainty is the best way to explore the new. Every failure is the less important one and every success is just a way to achieve ultimate goal. 

As the story progresses, we start loosing ourselves. We are just stuck between the heart and the world. It looks like a war. The world wins most of the time. Because it is our fault to avoid risk and play safe. 

We actually forget ourselves and make ourselves in such way that the society wants. As a result, we are no more hero and act like someone else. When we loose our identity, the life starts feeling a burden. 

Thursday, September 24, 2020 (Depression, over expectation, Deserving - Planning and finding out alternatives)

The period of depression comes in the life now and then. It doesn't matter how long it will last. Feeling depressed is not a sin and it is very common feeling. 

There are many reasons behind depression. One of the most influencing fact is over-expectation. Over expectation forces us to expect more than our capabilities. It is not a sin either to expect more than one's capabilities. All the living creatures expect more. Problem doesn't arise from over expectation. It arises when we assume the over expectation as our deserving thing without much effort. Mixing over-expectation with deserving thing is the main problem in case of depression. 

What do I deserve actually??? 

Before answering the question, I have to think which things I got which I actually didn't deserve. The list is not short. 

Over expectation is not a problem if we plan, work and try our best to achieve it. But people only think about it without much efforts. It is not our prime duty to think about deserving. Only thinking about deserving thing without much efforts is not ideal at all. There are many things in life expect thinking about it. 

At the same time, we should not compare our life with others. We don't know about back ground history of the targeted person. Other's success should be our inspiration rather than our depression. 

For me, I love to be depressed by various factors. Being depressed is not my weakness. I consider it as my biggest strength. Whenever I become depressed, I start planning and implementing it. And I know my abilities and my deserving things. But I always expect one step lower than my deserving thing. :)