Sunday, April 25, 2021

Greedy is the biggest enemy of us. Human being always wants more & more. The word 'sufficient' is not fixed for us. There is no limit of our needs & demands. 

Saturday, May 01, 2021

Life is the most complicated thing. It's like a game and I am loosing almost every single day. But it doesn't matter. Loosing game is a lesson to me. I learn from my defeated attempt. At the same time, I point out my weakness & work on improving it day by day. No one is perfect. Only practicing can make us perfectionist. 

Most of us try to hide weakness rather than to improve it. Hiding weakness makes me weaker mentally. 

I am loosing focus on my path now. It is not a good sign but I know current path will be more dangerous. I just hope that the plan will work. There is only one hope nothing else.  🙂🙂🙂

Tuesday, April 20, 2021

It is not easy to digest bitter. Sometimes, the life teaches me various lessons and forces me to digest it. But I am okay with it. Someone told me that I did not understand the world. It is definitely true that I don't understand the world fully. I never go for money. Whatever things I do, it is because of my passion toward the work. It is my biggest strength which is considered as foolish by the world. I also appreciate their opinion because everyone has right to say. 

I took pressure with minimum wage. What did I get?? ? 

Moving on is a better option sometime. For me, I know moving on is a worst move. But I have to do it by any means. 

Monday, April 19, 2021 (Something is wrong)

Sometimes we have time to express anything but we don't want to express. Similarly, we have no to express anything but we want to express many things. That is the nature of human beings. 

I got too much time to express many things and I really want to express those. But I feel lack of energy nowadays. I don't know the exact reason but something is wrong. There is a huge lack of concentration. I can't focus on a particular object. There are too many random thoughts remaining in my mind in the same time. Headache becomes a normal issue.

The problem is either a health issue or a mental issue. It also can be both. 

Monday, April 05, 2021 (Appreciation coming from an unexpected place)

It is the first day of lockdown (second session). I was waiting for the driver to pick up me to office every day. I was late today. So, I bought a newspaper named "The daily Star". The seller appreciated that I read newspaper. He said " People buy a Cigarette at Tk. 12 but they don't buy newspaper." He also added some things in English that I didn't catch clearly. 

I read newspaper whenever I get opportunity or get free time. But no one appreciates it like the man. There are very few persons who appreciate good habits. Because we like bad habits in most of the cases. 

Wednesday, March 24, 2021

Sometimes, it is not easy to explain about upcoming things. We just need to assume the approximate situation. But we need absolute focus & concentration to estimate the approximate situation. Upcoming future is not certain when you break the ongoing path. To break the ongoing path, we need gut to take that type of decision. It may challenge your entire life. 

We need time to make a proper plan and execute it. I usually take a longer time to make a proper plan. Now-a-days it is very hard to get time. 

I have learnt many things from those who taught me lesson. Those are my real teachers because it helps me to explore the life deeper & to understand the meaning of life. 

Tuesday, March 09, 2021 (Distraction)

For some days, I am unable to focus on anything. This type of distraction is quite unusual and it must be avoided. A period of depression takes place in my life after a long time. It started and it goes on & on. It will end once but I don't know the ending date of it. At the same time, I lost my confidence as well. The scenario is definitely not in favor of me. Though I will manage it. 

When I love something, I never get distracted. Whenever love turns into hate, I can still manage it. Main reason behind this distraction is very clear to me. So, I just want to leave the distraction rather than to solve the distraction. 

Monday, February 08, 2021 ( a period of depression)

Sometimes it is not easy to handle pressure. It can be managed somehow. Having pressure with rough behavior is a mattering thing. Tolerating rough behavior is a challenge for most of us. 

I never try to compromise with misbehaving persons because it hurts my dignity and whoever hurts my dignity, is considered as my enemy by me. 

The scenario is changed now. Everything is not in my hands. I don't know what step I will take. But I will take some steps for sure. 

Monday, January 24, 2021 (Plans and possibilities)

I have many plans on my mind right now. It's impossible to execute all the plans at the same time. But most emerging plans can be executed. I believe in hard work as well as plans to execute the work. I know almost everything is possible if you have desire to do it. 

Saturday, January 16, 2021 (on the way of interstellar)

 The year "2020" ended for a while now. There were many decisions taken by me for the year. 

From my point of view, nothing is perfect. Human being always tries hard to make every thing perfect. 

I am like an objection traveling in the universe. There was an uncertain gravitational push that forced me to change my orbit. Now, I am on the way to travel interstellar again and on the way of leaving the solar system.

Turns and twists are needed to alter the path of life. 

Wednesday, December 30, 2020 (Too much loudness)

Becoming angry is a common intense emotional state found in all living beings. Expressing it is not a big deal at all. We must understand to whom it is expressed. 

It is almost impossible for me to digest anyone's anger without a reason. I can understand the situation when I have done a mistake. I don't have any issue to hear any rough thing due to my mistakes. Digesting rough behavior without my fault is the worst scenario for me. I simply avoid those whenever anyone tries to show his anger with me without any logic. 

Now it is a scenario like a little object in a solar system achieving escape velocity due to the gravity of a gigantic object. 

Thursday, December 24, 2020 (having no time for thinking)

Life catches up speed again. There are little scopes to think about everything. Once planning and thinking were my favorite activities. Still I try hard to focus on my thinking pattern. 

There were several events happened in few days like tour, anniversary and more on. The tour was amazing by the way. 

Sometimes, it is better to become a devil rather than to remain a gentleman. Because no one expects better thing from a savage. Almost all expect better thing from a gentleman. I never want anyone who expects very little from me. Expectation makes me weaker and no expectation is my biggest strength.