Tuesday, March 15, 2016

The people who are considered as helpful persons may not be necessarily useful for you. Because they may help only the persons who insist for a favor to them, forgetting about commitment they have made. Things in process maybe observed hardly by them but things out of the process are not observed as hard as things in process. Because requesting or insisting is everything for them. When you make someone realize to do some things, it is you responsibility to accomplish it rather than to help people at random because of insisting. I have no objections against them because I know they don’t see everything equally.

It is easy to get someone's help when you are out of process.
But it is hard to get someone's help or approximately impossible to get someone's help when you are in process

Monday, 29 February, 2016

The last class of IIUC has been ended and the journey of IIUC came to an end today. But feelings are still fresh and new as i have just been admitted in IIUC. :)

RAG day (4th February)

Life is a set of sessions.

Sessions like school life, college life, university life, profession life and more on have a start and end.

When we are born, the journey of life has started. Another vital part of life has just come to an end. All the things are now on the way of becoming past. I still feel that I have just been admitted into IIUC. But time has its own speed. Your brain or memory can hang but time just goes with its force. 4 years, a long period of time that I feel very small now. All guests in this program have inspired and encouraged us for our future. While MSH sir was saying his thoughts, I became emotional. Many things I got from here and many things it deprived from me.

My biggest disappointment at IIUC was that I was not allowed to select HRM for major. Some other disappointments also existed but that was my biggest disappointment in my university life. I became lunatic for few days when I came to know about that.

Actually I learnt and got many things from IIUC. When I was in college, I tried to memorize everything without understanding the real meanings. When I was at IIUC, this habit disappeared. From 2/3rd semester, I thought to place every conceptual things into practical place. And there are many teachers who gave me the idea of it and I am really thankful to them. My English was not well but it became better during Varsity life. I was afraid of saying anything in front of people and presentations reduced this fear in a limit.

I got many friends during my varsity life but I never belonged to any specific group. Mayeen uddin was my first friend in IIUC. We both were same batch until 7^th semester. I trust him and sometimes shared many things that others didn’t know. Another friend is Saiful Islam. He is the last source of helping me from my point of view. I knew him from 1^st semester and became friend from 2^nd semester. I spent most of my time at IIUC with both Mayeen uncle and Saiful. They have so much trust on me that they changed their batch when I insisted doing it. Nayeem is my closest friend but has connection with me in real life. He knows a lot of things about me that are not known to others. Rifat is also a very good friend of my in the last part of varsity life. Bonding between me and Rabby has turned into stronger in the varsity. There few other friends Zubair (giving me many advises), Soloyman etc. and there are a lot of friends in the FB.When I was in 5^th semester, I came to know someone at IIUC. And in the 7^th semester that person became a key part of my life.

All in all, my university was not bad but it is quite good. I tried that everyone may not get something from me but no one must be hurt by me. And I also tried to respect all because someone told me that respect is everything in the life. I never maintained good relationship to get benefits or to accomplish future plans. :) 

Saturday, January 9, 2016

I have visited traditional cake fair at Dhanmondi today after completion of my exam. I am not alone again. Visiting those places was odd once but it's a habit now. I have eaten a Patishapla and an another cake. There are too much crowd and all is enjoying themselves. One thing is not suitable and it is music.

Saturday, January 2, 2016

Once I thought that I would spend my life following the existing way. But I recognize many changes nowadays. Travelling an unknown place was an exceptional thing at past and it is going to be a habit now. I have visited Kamalapur railway station today. Though it's very near, I have visited first time. The place is very crowded and too much noisy. People is busy with themselves and are just passing here and there. Funniest past is that whenever a train starts, many persons run to catch the train. They perfectly measure the value of their time but do not have any plan before executing a thing.

Prepare a plan before execution and stop thinking about mistakes after execution

Life is not just a large amount of time but it consists of moments including happiness and sadness. I have stayed there only for one hour.

Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Sometimes pain is needed to find out how much you are happy before it. Now I feel pain in order to finding my fault. Unfavorable situation makes me feel sad but nobody cares me.

Friday, December 25, 2015

I have turned into 24 years today and there are few surprises also. 24 years are not a small quantity. But I feel that I have just started exploring the world. The world that has been not explored by me yet will be known to me later. Basic things are unfamiliar to me.  Human behavior or psychology is one of the toughest things which I can not understand properly. I just try to run out from people to avoid unfavorable situations. I assume everything as a part of a movie. Of course, there are some basic difference between movie and reality. Hero has only one mission to accomplish in the movie and a person always tries to find out his livelihood in the reality. Dreams become true in the movie, on the other hand, dreams remain dreams in the reality. Though both are different, I love to image the reality with movies. Because life seems easier in this way.

Don’t watch dreams

Just follow your dreams

Maybe be you will be successful or not

But you will not be frustrated for the attempts

Sunday, December 20, 2015

Today, I actually feel happy after a long period of time. It shows that even I can be happy too. I also feel depressed about everything around me. But everything seems colorful now. I am really thankful to her beautiful of this ever green memory. :)

Thursday, November 26, 2015

I never emphasize anyone to do anything in my favor. I just show them why a particular activity is required and he should follow it. But I am emphasized regularly to do many things which is not desirable to me.

Tuesday, 13 October, 2015

The results of 7th semester have been published today. I can call it the output of an evil period because I didn't have any focus in anything during exam. I was pretty sure that it would be the worst semester in my university life. But it was not that bad which I expected. I expected a GPA of 3.2 or less than that, though it was 3.63 actually. I personally feel some exams were performed poor by me for extraneous causes. When poor performance is caused by the extraneous matter, it is the saddest thing for me.

Saturday, 11 October, 2015

Experiencing new things are not bad at all. Journey by bus, visiting an unknown place, exploring an unexplored area were missing from my dictionary but those are entitled into my dictionary now. Time and situations make you avail to do so. ;)

Wednesday, September 9, 2015

Today I had an exam on auditing. I went to exam hall and read my sheets until the arrival of the teacher. When the teacher came to the class, he ordered us to put all the reading materials in the front of the room. I put my bag there as quickly as possible. I started writing after starting the exam. Suddenly the teacher told me “what is there in your bench?” I got confused for one second and he indicated that I had not put my reading materials. Then I recognized that I forgot to put those in my bag. The teacher took my paper as a penalty. I became angry on me. How would I be so careless to forget it? Though it was an unintentional and I had no plan to copy from sheet, I did not argue with him. Because he was right on this own way. I was quiet and did not try to convince the teacher on this issue. He asked “do you have anything to say?” I said in the negative. But many students were arguing with the teacher and they said “he (me) never can do such things” I felt that I had achieved some reputations in my 3.5 years varsity life. It was an emotional situation then. Then few minutes later, he gave back my paper with a warring.