Thurday, August 25, 2016

Human character is the most complicated thing in the world. To understand one’s character is even tougher. I recognize again and again that we see the world the way we are. Though one’s attitude is different & right, most of us never consider it as a right one. We are becoming aggressive gradually. Violent behavior is a common thing at the moment. We just fight by words or by hands or by other medium in order to establishing our opinion right. 

What is actually right or wrong??? 

The question is totally outdated. Once I was one of them who just emphasize on their thought. Then I started realizing the fact. Right now, I agree everyone’s opinion at first or I try to show that he/she convinces me in his/her way. No matter he/she is right or wrong. After then I point out the negative and positive fact on that decision. And tell them about the negative and positive aspect of his/her thought. And finally I let the decision to him because everyone has right to choose their own way. After all, no one can change their central point. If my thought is right, it will be nothing for him/her. But in the opposite case, he/she will blame me for my suggestion. So, I can show you different paths but you have to choose right one for yourself. Dissenting makes no sense. It just ends a possibility before starting. Soothing mind is the greatest thing. 

Similarly, judging anything is not terrible at all. I do thing million trillion times. Everyone judges one another. Criticizing is also a high-quality thing. Even I have criticized many things including movie, persons, teachers and more on. But we must consider their situation & judge or criticize them.

Monday, August 22, 2016

Sometimes, we never notice common things that regularly happen around us. Focusing on every segment is quiet tough for an individual. When segments are fewer, our observation turns out to be clearer. And we understand the worth of existing things. Now-a-days, I have only few segments. So, I can easily focus on them. Once I never thought how beautiful the later evening was. Sun generates a series of sweet light. Sun light is peacefully golden and less hot. It is beautiful in natural way.

Wednesday, August 10, 2016

Life has become busy these days. I have started my internship and it is just about okay. I take time to match up with changing situations. My communication skill is developing which is quite surprising for me. But personal time is tiny now-a-days. I leave home at 8AM and return home at 7.30PM. I am forgetting how to sunset or how the sky looks in the evening. Sometimes I think that the day becomes very short but it is August. Process of earning knowledge is also available in various sources. Today someone has said that 

  

love means sacrifice. 

When you love something, you may sacrifice many things in order to showing your love. One can’t understand another love to him until he is in that person’s place. Just change your outlook with the aim of understanding the needs of another

Monday, August 1, 2016

It's not bad to say the actual truth. At least, it generates self satisfaction that I describe myself properly. I never say anything that is higher than my actual status. But I consider myself much lower than what I am.

Showing off is not a habit but it is a disease

I don't know why someone asks me to showoff. I feel pain when someone is ashamed because of me.

Wednesday, 27 July, 2016

I have just received a call from Onnorokom Group. The person, who has called me, has congratulated me for getting opportunity to do intern in their company. It was 15^th July when I received a message for attending a viva at Onnorokom Group. Then I started thinking when I had applied for it. I search my emails and found out that I applied in May. At first, I thought I would not attend it. Then I searched it in Facebook and Google. Then I made up my mind to attend it. I prepared myself at the night before viva. I thought it was just an introductory viva. Because viva for internship is just a formality. So, I did not take it seriously. When I was in the interview place, I realized that everyone was much elder than me. There were more than 15 candidates.  Approximately everyone had MBA certificate. And it did not look like a normal intern viva at all. I became very nervous and had hoped that I was going to be rejected for sure. Almost everyone entered into the viva room with a smile but left the room with sad face. I waited approximately 1 hour. When it was my turn to enter, I was not sure what to do. I just took permission for coming and taking seat then interviewer asked me some questions about me. Then she asked me some questions about general knowledge, current affairs and math. After then she asked me about few journal entries. In the end, she said we may have called you after 2 days if you were short listed for final interview.  I left the room with a happy face and was sure that they would call me. They called me on 23 July and said to face final interview on 25 July. I went to Onnorokom Group for attending final interview and met with a candidate who completed his MBA for IIUC. I got some confidents then. Then I entered into the room. They asked me many personal questions & journals and tested my confidents. I was quite confident then. When my interview ended, they said me to prepare your mentality for working with us. I hoped they may have liked me. Today I can’t believe that they have actually called me. I thought there were many better than me. I feel tiny whenever I attend an interview because all have much more senior to and qualified than me.

Thursday, 16 June, 2016

I observe one thing. When I am sad, the whole world plans to make me sadder. Everyone misunderstands me in the same time. Nearest person acts like unknown person. It is really painful. One can fight to win but no one can fight to get victory against his family. 

Over ignorance often creates pain

And

Unexpressed pain creates hatred

People expect others to copy them and make their life the way they live but forgetting about individual needs may make it a useless concept. I am actually depressed now-a-days and no one understands me. Sometimes, I skip meal to become angry at foods. If the situation remains same for few days, I shall be lunatic for sure.

17 June 2016

Saddest part of life begins without any sound. I always sees that guys expressing their thoughts and mixing up with others are famous. I can't do the same. Maybe Allah has not made me on that way. Things are changing now. Sometimes I feel like a failure. Suggestions, recommendations and advices are too many but no one tries to understand.

Tuesday, 24 May,, 2016

I have attended my first job exam today At Noor tower. When I have entered into the place, I get nervous suddenly. Because all the candidates are much older than me. The whole process is computerized and there is no paper work. Questions consist of math, English, IQ test, General knowledge, Subjective knowledge, current affairs and more on. I personally feel that I am weak in general knowledge and current affairs. All in all, it was a great experience for me and I may have done ok.

16 June 2016

Sometime I feel that I am actually a failure. Everything seems to difficult that I can stand with this difficulty. Every comment is like slang to me. I become hyper often.

Monday, 30 May, 2016

Sometimes I feel that i fail in the life. Everything seems so difficult that i can not stand with this situation. Every comment is like a slang to me. I become hyper often which is extremely rare thing in me. No one can observe my situation. All the pain, Frustration blow off tears. Tears that have no value to anyone, are valueless. Whenever I was alone, I smiled a lot. Now smile turns into tears :(

Wednesday, 11 May, 2016

I have just recognized that my CGPA goes above 3.75 first time. A journey that started with 3.53 and ends at 3.75 now. I just tried to remain just above 3.5 when I completed my 1st semester. But heavily fluctuation in the second semester gave me hope that it might be more than 3.60. After completing my 4th semester, I never thought about CGPA.