Sunday, June 25, 2017

I got an Eight day long holiday for Eid. I got such long holiday after 10 months. Last time it was Eid-Ul-Adha and now it is Eid-Ul-Fitr. Value of time is highly realized by me because crisis makes a man realize many important things. And in my case, the crisis is time which I never realized until August 2016. One weakness of good moments is that those are running out faster. It is not in our hands to catch 8 days forever but it is in our hands to make every moment of those days remarkable with joys. Though shortage of time creates limitation, limitation is needed to understand the circumstances. 

Monday, June 19, 2017

Now-a-days, I am engaged to many things and some habits and hobbies become a part of my past life. New hobbies are not coming properly after a regular interval and I don’t have any opportunity to continue existing hobbies to carry on. 

 

 

Facebook: Facebook was a part and parcel of my life. I used to use it more than 10 hours per day until 2016. I started Face-booking in 2010 and now-a-days, I use it often but I log in after an interval of 2 days sometimes. Now, using FB is remaining just less than 10% compared to 2015.

Games: I am fond of playing games. Strategic games are my favorite in which I have something to plan and analyze. I used to play games more than 5 hours daily until 2016. Clash of Clans is my favorite and I also like and played games including Royal Clash, Hay Day, Perfect Kick, 8 Balls and more on. Those games are for a continuous playing and similarly I explored some new games in the same time with my Android Device. Now I play games occasionally and only selective games (Only Clash of Clans and Royal Clash) are played by me. Though it is impossible sometimes to continue, I still try to play. 

 


Watching movies: I used to watch every big movie just after being released. This year I have watched only 2 movies that are released in 2017. One is Raees because of SRK factor and second is Bahubali 2 because of curiosity started from 1^st part. Approximately more than 90% is down from any year. 

Reviewing movies and Reading news about Box office: I like to review movies. For this I had a blog to review movies. When I don’t watch movies in a regular basis, it is almost impossible for me to review. I still read news about box office and movies but I spend little time for this now. 

 

Playing Chess: Playing chess was a likable activity but this is no longer a hobby now.  In fact, playing 4 or 5 rounds were normal once.

 





Other Social Apps: I don’t have enough time to connect with Imo, What’s App, Viber and others regularly. 

 




Blogging: I started blogging since 2010 and I continue it until now. Though the range of writing is narrow now, I try to keep going on.

There are some other habits and hobbies that are not observed now including watching TV programs, watching matches, hearing songs etc. Life is quiet busy after starting my post graduation program. Mind is not fresh but it is hanging all the days. Mind doesn’t perfectly combine between Choice and Decision.

Saturday, June 10, 2017

Emotion is commonly found with everyone. Person without any emotion is like an animal. Everyone has emotions for some particular things. Someone is very emotional and someone has little emotions for a specific thing. But everyone has emotions overall.

Emotion within me is highly found. I always try to avoid new relation. New relation is a new burden for me and I am not able to maintain relationship. It is a burden because I am totally emotional in this case and maintaining relationship is not possible for me because I don’t have techniques to maintain it.

Ending a level is an end forever to me. Ending don’t depress me whenever I see an event to end. In fact, ending inspires me to taste something different in near future and the starting of a new journey will be thrilling.

Wednesday, June 07, 2017

Often I try to change my negative assumption about few people but their acts make me realize that my assumption about them was not wrong. People don’t try to change their selves but they just try to hide their real face from the world. It’s not an exceptional fact that I have discovered right now. Experiencing life allows me to think everything in different angles. 

Skipping unfavorable events is better than showing angriness on those. Skipping doesn’t have any serious impact but it provides mental satisfaction. 

 

Friday, June 02, 2017

The starting of problems has come suddenly but those problems don't run away suddenly. Problems are a incremental process which increases continuously. On the other hand, solution for those problems can be searched only step by step.
Sometimes, everyone goes away from you but still problems exists. you must be problem solver even though your shadow also leave you alone. 
Now-a-days I actually feel that my shadow leaves my alone. And I am seeking for solving problems and finding that shadow. :)

Thursday, 18 May, 2017

Those days are busy. I find no time for myself. A restlessness works inside me and I have tried to overcome it. Life does not have in a position where I can detect any way to feel relax. Everything adds an extra unit of pressure. Thinking about various sector is missing from my life and this behavior is not normal at least.

Tuesday, 9 May, 2017 (A Journey)

Basically life is a journey which everyone has to travel with facing uncertainty. But sometimes exploring world is necessary to bring something new. I have experienced many things today. I saw raining, raining in lights of sun, rural houses, golden paddy in the fields, small & large rivers and more on. I don't taste the actual dish but I have just smelled the dish. Actually Bangladesh is more beautiful than my visualized thoughts.There are many things that have not been explored by me yet.

Friday, May 5, 2017

I become hyper wherever I feel pressured. Eventually I recognized that pressure is not bad. But I enjoy the moment. Pressuring allows me to find a way to get rid of it. In the easy way, solving a problem gives me pleasure. Then I started searching new types of pressures. Sometimes I got pressured by leading war (in games), study (assignment and presentations), and other works (assigned by different individuals). All the things were limited at that time. Now, pressure is huge from every sector including study, job, socialism and more on. When time is short, pressure may turn into under pressure for many persons. And I am under pressured nowadays. But a unit of pressure is out of life for a while.  Because exam of my 1st semester of EMBA has been over now.

And I am waiting for the 2^nd semester to take more pressure on my shoulder which will allow me to explore new opportunities.