We
become happy when there is someone to love and care you because we need someone
to care us, to love us, to understand us. People always want them to stay near
by persons who love, care and understand them. And there is nothing wrong on
their want.
My
communication skill is very poor. I never try to influence anyone to care or love
me. But still there are few persons who care me. Maybe they find something in
me that they like. Whenever I find someone who care, love and understand me, I try
to stay away from them. For this behavior, maybe people consider me as a
lunatic person. Their assumption is not wrong because a lunatic person does an
activity without any reason for his own loss. But I have reason to do such
acts. When someone likes me, loves me, cares me, I feel that I don’t deserve
that love or care. I feel that they give me something excess. I know I can't give back such love and care to them. Their love is a
burden for me and it will increase over the time. So, I try to stay away from
them. But such acts make them feel that I ignore their love and care which is
not true. I just feel that I don’t deserve their love. That’s all.
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