Monday, August 12, 2019 (Life has no undo option)

I have seen a post “Life has no undo option” in my facebook new feeds.

It is a known fact for almost all of us. We hear this and often we say this to others. But we never try to explain it clearly. In fact, we never try to explain a matter. We just take everything lightly and have no curiosity to understand all the facts. Only exam forces us to explain any theory but life is the biggest exam. 

Life has no undo option. When a decision or move is executed, no one can reverse the move. In case of failure, we wish we were at that stage again and took the right decision. Practically it is not possible to reverse the time. Similarly, well-planned strategy may become unsuccessful. What should we do???? 

(we react like this and become frustrated)

I am a big fan of Marvel movies and I have watched all their movies. In a movie, called Dr. Strange, there is a time stone and the hero can see all the possible future results. Every result is just a possibility of happening a certain thing. We don’t have time and it is impossible to predict all the possibilities for us at the same time. But we can predict 2 possibilities at least. One is the most favorable situation and another one is the most unfavorable situation of executing an action. 

 (using time stone to see the possibilities)

To take an important decision, most of us only think about the positive result and never consider the negative result. We consider most favorable result & least favorable result and forget about most unfavorable and least unfavorable result. We should the rules of “work less and expect more” though we should follow the concept of “work more and expect less”. It is greatly recognized that people expect more than their capacity. It is the prime source of depression in life. 

 (Ofcourse we do not have time stone to predict 14,000,605 possibilities but still we can predict two outcomes of an important decision)

Once I was highly depressed for everything in my life but I am thankful to Allah for realizing me that life is something else than my assumption. My assumption was not right from my birth to 2017 and I have realized it after 2018. Every negative result can be converted into a positive result by processing it. In the history of human civilization, it happened many times. Microwave oven, Super glue, X-ray machine and more on were invented accidentally. In case of human history, some destructive wars made ways to explore more and more. If the Second World War did not happen, our knowledge about space would have been limited now. 

Finally, Life has no undo option but we can assume most probable possibilities of an important decision. Emotion is our main problem while taking a decision. If I evaluate all the possibilities, I will not say this in future.We must consider both favorable and unfavorable outcomes.

Saturday, August 03, 2019 (Last day of MBA)

JNU Campus in Feb-17.

It seems like many years ago. But it is just 3 years of my MBA life. Today is one of the ending parts started in my study life. It is not the total ending of a phenomenon but it is just a beginning of ending a platform. 

03.08.19 (Last class with Rezwan)

The journey started in December 2016 when I sited for the admission test of EMBA. After all, the result was published and I got 11^th position. Though I sited for admission test of EMBA in DU, the attempt was not successful. 

There were confusions on my mind about selection of subject. I made up my mind to take HRM in my MBA after completing BBA. But situation was quite different at that time. I did job in accounts department and taking HRM was quite odd. My heart said HRM but mind suggested Finance. Well, the mind successfully defeated the heart and I took finance. I make mistake and I repeat the mistake in order to proving that it is actually a mistake. I fail every time horribly and I fail this time as well.

First class that I attended was on 29.01.17. At the starting, I faced many problems that had been solved later. Traveling was one of the major problems. My office was situated in Farmgate and I finished working on 5.30 pm when I had classes. My classes started on 6.30. So, it was quite impossible to reach the university on time. In the beginning, I used to reach university around 7.30 pm which was preferable at all. 50% class had been conducted before I arrived. Very often, I hired a vehicle and there was too much jam on the road. I canceled my ride and started walking on the street. I don’t know how much way I travelled on foots. But I know actual figure will definitely be surprised me. I had been finding short cut ways to reach their earlier but I was failed very badly. But I kept searching and found Pathao in July-17. 

30.03.18 (With Rifat)

I always take time to match up with a group. I did not get proper time in MBA because I attended classes after office hours and everyone was unknown. I went to home quickly after finishing the class. So, I did not get opportunity to mix up with them. Similarly, I took only 2 courses in every semester. As a result of it, I frequently charged batch in every second semester. First 2 semesters, I continued with 10^th batch, my original batch. Then I continued with 11^th batch for next 3 semesters (1 year). There was a known face that was Rifat. He is my friend from BBA life. Those 3 semesters were most comfortable semesters for me. After then, I took courses with 14^th and 15^th batch which was just about ok. Then I took 4 courses with 12^th batch which was also very well. I mixed up with their group. Now I have courses with 14^th and 15^th batches which are good. Because there are many known faces. I realized that changing batch frequently increased my communication skills at least. Now, I am quite adjustable with any unknown group in less time than that of previous. 

My wife also got admitted in JNU in January-18. After then we started meeting regularly like our old days. It is like a living a golden period again. And today we both have attended the last classes of MBA.

03.08.19 (Last class with my wife)

First day of my wife in JNU (Jan-18)

Reality is that I have visited many places in gap time. In fact, I made a album of it in FB which link: https://www.facebook.com/nurnobi.psycho/media_set?set=a.2325220114176403&type=3

Application submission (Dec-17)

 I met with many people and they became closer to my when I was not a part of their batch. I openly talk with them after leaving their batch. Similarly, there are many odd CRs. If I compare them to our CR in BBA, then he is better than most of the CRs. I can rank them in below:

1. CR of 10^th batch (A): Very informative, coordinating and effective.  
2. CR of 12^th batch (A): Very informative and effective.  
3. CR of 14^th batch (B, current one): Very informative, organized and effective.  
4. CR of 11^th batch (A): Coordinating and friendly.
5. CR of 14^th batch (B Previous one, active in 2017): unfriendly, rough and unable to pass information.
6. CR of 15^th batch (B): I don’t know and I don’t want to know.

As a result, Most of the students know me because I take courses with their group. But there is no great connection with any individuals and there is light relationship with all. 

Well, my feeling is like completing BBA. Because I spend 3 years for this MBA. It is a long journey and I am thankful to my every teacher who teaches about life, gives motivation & right direction, my every classmate who helps me during helpless time, to my colleagues and supervisors  who give me space to attend classes, and last and most important to my father who always inspired me for the education.The last sentence that I want to say “Where there is a will, there is a way”.

Most of the students become very happy when study life is on the way of ending. But I feel worried at that time. I need another kick and I search that kick. Now, there are further steps and I am just hoping that the steps will go according to plan.