Friday, December 13, 2019 (intership defense of MBA)

I have completed all the formal and informal exams of my MBA course. Today I have attended Defense for thesis paper and the journey has ended with this event. As I mentioned in my previous blog that the duration was like the duration of my BBA. 

But the journey was not easy to carry on. There were too much difficulties and struggles. In fact, those struggles made me stronger. Many times, I felt that things were worst. But I was happy to know sun hiding behind the cloud. Someday, the sun would be visible again. 

But I didn't know when I could not tell about struggles and difficulty to my father. There were many things to express but no words are told. I know I am introvert but I should have told those. With every single passing day, I realize that I should have told him. 

By the way, it's just another step in my study life. I know life is a study and it is definitely not the end of the study life. 

Saturday, August 03, 2019 (Last day of MBA)

JNU Campus in Feb-17.

It seems like many years ago. But it is just 3 years of my MBA life. Today is one of the ending parts started in my study life. It is not the total ending of a phenomenon but it is just a beginning of ending a platform. 

03.08.19 (Last class with Rezwan)

The journey started in December 2016 when I sited for the admission test of EMBA. After all, the result was published and I got 11^th position. Though I sited for admission test of EMBA in DU, the attempt was not successful. 

There were confusions on my mind about selection of subject. I made up my mind to take HRM in my MBA after completing BBA. But situation was quite different at that time. I did job in accounts department and taking HRM was quite odd. My heart said HRM but mind suggested Finance. Well, the mind successfully defeated the heart and I took finance. I make mistake and I repeat the mistake in order to proving that it is actually a mistake. I fail every time horribly and I fail this time as well.

First class that I attended was on 29.01.17. At the starting, I faced many problems that had been solved later. Traveling was one of the major problems. My office was situated in Farmgate and I finished working on 5.30 pm when I had classes. My classes started on 6.30. So, it was quite impossible to reach the university on time. In the beginning, I used to reach university around 7.30 pm which was preferable at all. 50% class had been conducted before I arrived. Very often, I hired a vehicle and there was too much jam on the road. I canceled my ride and started walking on the street. I don’t know how much way I travelled on foots. But I know actual figure will definitely be surprised me. I had been finding short cut ways to reach their earlier but I was failed very badly. But I kept searching and found Pathao in July-17. 

30.03.18 (With Rifat)

I always take time to match up with a group. I did not get proper time in MBA because I attended classes after office hours and everyone was unknown. I went to home quickly after finishing the class. So, I did not get opportunity to mix up with them. Similarly, I took only 2 courses in every semester. As a result of it, I frequently charged batch in every second semester. First 2 semesters, I continued with 10^th batch, my original batch. Then I continued with 11^th batch for next 3 semesters (1 year). There was a known face that was Rifat. He is my friend from BBA life. Those 3 semesters were most comfortable semesters for me. After then, I took courses with 14^th and 15^th batch which was just about ok. Then I took 4 courses with 12^th batch which was also very well. I mixed up with their group. Now I have courses with 14^th and 15^th batches which are good. Because there are many known faces. I realized that changing batch frequently increased my communication skills at least. Now, I am quite adjustable with any unknown group in less time than that of previous. 

My wife also got admitted in JNU in January-18. After then we started meeting regularly like our old days. It is like a living a golden period again. And today we both have attended the last classes of MBA.

03.08.19 (Last class with my wife)

First day of my wife in JNU (Jan-18)

Reality is that I have visited many places in gap time. In fact, I made a album of it in FB which link: https://www.facebook.com/nurnobi.psycho/media_set?set=a.2325220114176403&type=3

Application submission (Dec-17)

 I met with many people and they became closer to my when I was not a part of their batch. I openly talk with them after leaving their batch. Similarly, there are many odd CRs. If I compare them to our CR in BBA, then he is better than most of the CRs. I can rank them in below:

1. CR of 10^th batch (A): Very informative, coordinating and effective.  
2. CR of 12^th batch (A): Very informative and effective.  
3. CR of 14^th batch (B, current one): Very informative, organized and effective.  
4. CR of 11^th batch (A): Coordinating and friendly.
5. CR of 14^th batch (B Previous one, active in 2017): unfriendly, rough and unable to pass information.
6. CR of 15^th batch (B): I don’t know and I don’t want to know.

As a result, Most of the students know me because I take courses with their group. But there is no great connection with any individuals and there is light relationship with all. 

Well, my feeling is like completing BBA. Because I spend 3 years for this MBA. It is a long journey and I am thankful to my every teacher who teaches about life, gives motivation & right direction, my every classmate who helps me during helpless time, to my colleagues and supervisors  who give me space to attend classes, and last and most important to my father who always inspired me for the education.The last sentence that I want to say “Where there is a will, there is a way”.

Most of the students become very happy when study life is on the way of ending. But I feel worried at that time. I need another kick and I search that kick. Now, there are further steps and I am just hoping that the steps will go according to plan.

Saturday, July 21, 2019 (Probably Last Class Presentatiion of MBA life)

It's probably the last class-presentation of my MBA life. There were several presentations in which participated during last 3 years.

Every time I participated in a new group. Because I took courses with new batches. There were various problems that I faced due to changing group frequently. I need a long time to adjust with a group of people. For me, nothing is worst and nothing is useless. everything is useful if the thing is used in an effective way. The situation taught me how to survive when time was not favorable.

Similarly, I believe that the bad phase of life is the most amazing moments. Because we don't have fear to loose anything. The next will be definitely better for us at that moment.

I have changed my way to see the world right now. Once I was strict about my philosophy. But now I know world is like the way. In fact, most of the things are illusion. I am quite open minded person and try to understand every's way of thinking.

But it was quite interesting fact for me to attend a new class with new people. I took courses with 10 (origin), 11, 12, 14 and 15 batches. As a result, many persons from different batches know me.

Sunday, June 23, 2019 (End of a worst period)

It is 23 June 2019 and my midterm exam ended last day. I have done worse than worst exam one by one. There were poor performances in all the subjects. Basically it was my fault that I did not follow my rules during the period. When someone deviates from his ethics or belief or principle, it is certain to make something wrong or unexpected. But every unsuccessful attempt is a lesson that something is wrong. We just need to figure out the wrong thing and to make it right. At early stage, every unsuccessful attempt disappointed me. With every passing year, I recognized that unsuccessful attempt is an inspiration for me to make it successful. Similarly if something is perfect, it does not mean that it will not be better. A perfect thing also needs modification to cope up with existing situations. So, it is better to find out mistakes and avoid making the same mistakes again and again.