Wednesday, January 22, 2020 (Feeling nervous before marriage)

It is 22 January 2020 and only 2 days are remaining for my marriage. Though I was married from 2016, we did not start living together. Finally it’s time to become a family person and to have responsibilities and duties as well. Suddenly I am feeling nervous for unknown reason. Nervousness is commonly found in my character and there is nothing exceptional. Main problem is that I am not focused on household works. But I have some duties now. There are also some random thoughts on mind which make me nervous. Nervousness is better for me because all the good news came in between nervousness in my life ;). 

The relationship is going to get a promotion as the lovers are becoming actual spouses. I still feel that I am in a relationship rather than in a married life. And those feelings are really great. 

I always tried to get time for spending it with her and she also tried same as we lived separated life. 

I can remember those days when we spent a lot of time after completing my working hour and went home very late. Similarly we met in the MBA classes after waiting for ending the classes. 

Everything was very much pleasant. I don’t know about what the next step will be. But everything is okay and hope well for the future.

Tuesday, January 14, 2020 (Facing an awkward situation)

Some people are aggressive which is normal. After all, society also needs aggressive persons to accomplish the goals related to the society. I don't have any hard feeling about them. I always respect other's point of view until they harm me or others. Similarly, most of us don't analyze anything which we see or read. I don't have any complain against them either. But many people spread it without finding the truth. By the way,

What is the truth????

When anything is in his favor, it becomes truth for him. We try to show truth which we want to be rather than it's actual form. Sometimes, we show only selective information to make an event real and hide some parts of event.

When an aggressive person spread an illogical fact without analyzing it, I have objection against him. Because he / she always tries to impose all of his / her illogical thoughts on the society. And society has also no time to analyze it so that an illogical thing will be established.

Superstition is made in the same process and it was made before today and it will be made day after today until we don't analyze everything.

Tuesday, January 07, 2020 (a decade of Facebook)

Everything is like a dream when I see back. It is 10^th year of my Facebook Account. Everything is still new. Because of Facebook, I got many friends specially someone special. I play role in everywhere but I am real in Facebook. 

In the early days, Facebook was just a medium to communicate Mig33 Friends and most of them are foreigners. With every passing day, I found known persons in Facebook. I don’t create any layer. I add all types of people related with me. Maintaining relationship with everyone is not possible but Facebook makes it easier.

Wednesday, January 01, 2020

Another year has just passed. Now it’s 2020 and it is the starting of another year as well as decade. 

The previous year was crucial for me due to various reasons. One of the important events was the movement of professional life. I resigned from Unmesh even without getting a job. I didn't have any plan before 6 months from resigning. By the way, it was a great journey. I changed my outlook and life. I was completely fit in my job and got appreciation & many friends. It is said that nothing lasts forever. In case of happiness, it lasts for a shorter period.

 

I completed my MBA and became a full time student again. I got another job after a small incident. In the second phase, I attended 5 interviews (5 companies) in which 2 are successful and 3 are unsuccessful attempts. I celebrated each and every unsuccessful attempt by giving treat myself because it taught me to correct my mistakes. I always learn from my mistakes and try to find out my mistakes. Similarly, I love to work specially engaged work. 

I hope that the New Year brings some new challenges to me as well as some new problems. And I will be able to sort out every problem. 

Today, all the members of Duronto TV family have celebrated the New Year. Our honorable director sir, Mr. Abhijit Chowdhury, made a rule to be cut the New Year cake by the newest member of their family. And this year it is me. So, I am very glad that I got the opportunity.