Saturday, February 3, 2024

Sunday, February 04, 2024 (facing fear)

Everyone has some specific fears such as pyrophobia, aquaphobia, acrophobia etc. It is not a physical disease but a mental condition. Anyone can get rid of his or her agitation by facing it directly. 

I had recognized a weakness when I was in class 3. I went to the rooftop of my school. The school was only a 4 stoyed building but I feared of that height. I never try to reduce my anxiety for acrophobia. Hence, the same level of unease remains inside me still now. 

I decided to do something adventurous but did not get too much options at all. It is very hard to try out an adventurous activity in our country (I maybe wrong). The most easy option was parasailing as it could be done in very short time with proper setup. So, I went with this idea. 

My wife wanted to do the same thing and she has done it before me today. I have got nervous after seeing too much high and I have just become hopeless. 

Finally I made up my mind to do it and started walking toward the starting point. Though I was highly strung, I kept Smiling. It is a common phenomenon of mine to keep smiling during an expected event. Firstly I felt some pushing pressure of wind while going up. Then I just checked whether everything was okay. I was extremely stressful and felt very uncomfortable. I saw the rope attached with me and then I saw only the boat at a first glance. Then I tried to move my eyes here and there. The colour of water seemed to be blue. For one moment, I thought why I was there. But I got my answer eventually. In the mid way, I was quite far from land and saw a lot of boats in the deep area of the sea. On the other hand, I could see the hills of Himchhori. The view was unexplainable for me due to nervousness and excitement. I assumed that the air tried to say something to me. At the end, I was very careful to land safely as an accidental event could take place. But I successful landed with the help of crews.





Monday, January 29, 2024

Monday, January 29, 2024 (an over ignored problem)

A lot of problems are faced by people and they try to avoid making any step against it. Those attitudes are the main obstacles to become a better place. We are not aware about our rights. 

First time when I travelled in a CNG was in 2004. It was a great experience as I charged as per meter. The price was very reasonable and they always charged money according to meter. Then drivers of CNG started claiming some more money in additional to meter reading after few years later. People ignored those unfair claims. For this, they bargained for the fare totally ignoring the meter system and the system still exists now. Though I have noticed a meter inside a CNG, I forget about it.

The problem was recognised by media in many occasions but taken steps were not effective enough. 

Thursday, January 25, 2024

Tuesday, January 25, 2024 ( feeling like an orphan)

I had never a great bond with my father. But my father knew me very well. In fact, he knew me more than anyone until 2016. I always avoided to share any feelings with my friends. As a result, it was very tough for anyone to predict my feelings. Somehow, he understood me without saying a word. 

Though I had never a great conversation with him, I had a desire to tell him very things about my life, vision, and many more. Staying like a shadow, he always tried to protect me from this world. He knew that my knowledge about the world was very limited. 

I have learnt many things and lost much more things. It is very hard to take decision against folks. However wealth has a power to destroy everything even ...............

Sunday, January 7, 2024

Monday, January 08, 2024 (Danger often comes where danger is feared)

A series of rumours are taken place which are not desirable for any sensible person. There is a huge fear of being robbed by the robbers and people make too much panic. Hence, a scared environment exists around me. It started at the beginning of the month and maybe there were some robberies happened in reality. Consequently, people have generated various conspiracy theories and people are getting more afraid of it. 

A lots of news about robberies have been posted in every hour at night in Facebook. However, the ground reality is totally different. People get scared after hearing any sound of talking of people due to existing situation and start making noise. 

I saw a YouTube video on the incident of "Monkey man" a year ago and it is a classic example of how people behaviour are influenced in a society for rumours.

From my point of view, it is a rumour and it has a negative impact on the society. Afterall, Danger often comes where danger is feared.

Monday, January 1, 2024

Monday, January 01, 2024 (Hoping for changing path in this new year)

It is very rare event for me to write something in New year. Writing on the occasion of a unknown year is a great way to get motivated and I need some kicks for the year. However, I did not write any thing in the last couples of years on that day. Situation is very different and challenging in some extent. 

Planning of my life was over in 2020 and I never though about any goal or large vision after 2020. The situation which I face is very unique as I always have some plans and a series of alternatives. So, I have decided something about my planning toward 2030. Hence, it is a very different year for making some serious decision rather than just following any previous plans. 

I want to become a struggle again. Of course, no one likes that he faces hard time once again. Because everyone enjoys the result after overcoming hardship. I know my mood switches after a point of time. An ideal man is focused on the target made by him. Controlling emotion is the only solution of my problem. In contrast, I always enjoy the period of struggling as I can learn a lot of new things in between the periods. I don't have any regret about my behavior because it makes me. The personality of any individual depends on many criteria and liking hardship is one of the best quality I guess.

Thursday, December 21, 2023

Thursday, December 21, 2023 (About Dunki)

 

 


I have watched another First day first show and it is Dunki at this time. I was highly interested for the movie as there will not be any movie starring SRK next year. 

I waked up early in the morning and checked frequently whether it would be released today or not. Some barriers are always created when an Indian movie is set to released. Fortunately, a confirmation was made in the evening ensuring about it's release. Therefore, I quickly booked the tickets. 

The movie was about illegal migration for a better life without knowing the proper details. The first half of the movie was very entertaining and had some emotional moments too. Dunki was a full ride of emotions in the other half. 

The movie was amazing. There was perfect balance of emotion and comedy. I saw a lot of comedy movies in the last few year and most of them are forced comedy. But Dunki provided situational comedy which i liked most. 

Delivering a noble massage in an entertaining way is a filed of Raju Hirani and He did the same thing with that movie. Though Dunki is much better than most of the comedy movies released at present, It is not his best work at all.

SRK acted his best and he was just amazing in his role. Obviously, it is not his best acting ever but it is one of them. Vicky Kaushal nailed it. Other characters were very well. 

Songs were not seem to be forced at all. Moreover those songs were blended perfectly with the ongoing situations. 

In conclusion, It is that type of movie for which i love SRK. It shows emotions, feeling and love which can not be done by any random actor. The movie is a complete package of entertainment, emotions with raising an important issue.

Wednesday, December 6, 2023

Wedness day, December 06, 2023 (A day of heart breaking)

Relationship is a complex thing either between human and human or between human and animal. I can still remember the day when I saw you first time with your mom and siblings. I know I never touch you but a emotional connection was always between us. It was you my cat. Though you are no more, I will never forget you. I tried many time to keep you near me. Though my attempt was unsuccessful, you always connected to me with your emotions. The last night, I felt very sad and today I have broken. You had much more higher emotions than I have. I will meet one, maybe hereafter. :( 

Monday, November 27, 2023

Tuesday, November 28, 2023 (about Tiger 3)

I don't understand why a section of people has shown excuses about the failure of Tiger 3. They tried to show that Diwali was not a good period to generate good numbers at box office. Moreover, ICC world cup destroyed the collection of the movie.

The story of the movie is not bad at all. Overall setup of the story is good enough and Salman's performance was surprisingly better. There were many actions screens and some are very good specially the opening screen. The second half was much better than first half. So, what's the problem?

The main problem was the direction of the movie and the presentation of everything. I can not feel any emotion about the movie in most of the time. Additionally most of the actions were half baked for sure. Thus I never got excited during any action screen in the movie. The story profession was very slow in the first half and I forced myself to watch it due to lack of interesting events. The guest appearance of SRK was completely worst.

At box office, It got average responses but the leading actor of the movie claimed about unfavorable situations for defeating the failure. I never see any 'A-Listed' Bollywood actor who gives justification of failure of his movie.



Friday, November 3, 2023

Friday, 03 November, 2023 (Memories of Unmesh)


(A typical day in my desk)
 

Focusing on a particular task becomes a nightmare in some cases. I was over involved in a work that had suffered me very badly. It was in 2017 on the month of August when there was too much pressure of work. I did not take any weekend for 21 days. I was quite saddened as my father passed away last month before the month. The pressure of work was extremely high and I got little time to relax myself. Someday I left the home around 7.00 AM and return home over 10:00 PM.

Moreover, I had exam on the same period of time. As a result, I was not sound mentally. I slept in the same room with my nephews. One night i had waked up suddenly and starting asking to give me the "voucher". I did not realized that i was in house and it was mid night. 

I survived a lot of hard working conditions in my life that I never feel disappointed with any situation now. Though failure always exists in my life, I always enjoy the period of struggling. It is the most beautiful days when I am facing difficulties in order to hoping about better tomorrow.


Wednesday, October 25, 2023

Wednessday, 25 October, 2023 (About Jawan)


It is now more than one month ago. I saw Jawan First day First in Theater that was release on 7 September. I had always a dream to see an SRK's movie in theater first day first show and dream came true. I was highly excited about the movie as teaser and trailer were outstanding. But I had doubt about it's release in Bangladesh. As a result, news papers were very frequently visited by me. I went to theater to book my book as soon as the news broken about it's release. 

About Jawan

The movie started with an outstanding action screen and continued with trills, emotions, actions and twist. The story is very common about corruption, revenge and more on. But the presentation and background music make it something out of the box. 

It was approximately 2 hours and 48 minutes movie but I did not feel bored at all. Even I wanted to see more and more. Definitely, The director did his job very nicely. The praises of director is must. 

It was not just a MASHALA MOVIE without any logic. Yes, there were many over the top screens and they also tried to make everything realistic in the same time. Overall the screen play and actions were topnotch.

SRK is the life of this movie and It is definitely his one of the top performances ever in this life time. He played 2 roles in which his older version was the best. NayanThara was nice with her limited screen time. Vijay Setupathi was badass as a villain. However, Deepika Padukon nailed it with her 15 min screen time. She proves that small role can have a huge impact with acting skill. 

Songs were average and I feel it would have been better. Surprisingly, Songs are suitable within the movie. Aftermath, Songs were enjoyable while watching movie.

Theater experience was amazing. Almost all the people inter acted including shouting, whistling, crabbing etc. which made all the moments enjoyable. As a result, I enjoyed a lot and previously the most entertaining movie was OM SHANTI OM for me. But this movie is much more higher than that.

Finally, My expectations about the movie were high and the movie gave me some than my expectations. Every entry screen of SRK is just out of the box. Story is simple but screen play and presentation are excellent. Songs are okay but background music especially during action. All the credit goes to the director for making it. I saw it in theater 3 times as a whole. 


Wednesday, October 18, 2023

Tuesday, October 17, 2023 (Familiar weather)

The weather has shown it's conceited as there is a dusty scenario all over. A yellowish ton of color has been accepted by the nature. Everything takes preparation for hard days. However I feel quite familiar with the look of environment. 

In fact, I can remember 2009 and 2010 when there are too many memories of that period. Overall, the winner is in the door now.

Thursday, October 12, 2023

Thursday, October 12, 2023 (After a long period of time)

 It is more than 2 months now when my last blog was published. Due to preparation of IELTS, some personal problems, sickness and other issues, I took a break from blogging. However, I thought about writing a blog in every week. Because there were many things that had happened. I have been trying to fix up everything for few days.