Thursday, May 10, 2018 (Experiencing a fear)

Fortune may turn into unfortunate. Because everything is unpredictable. 

I left office around 8.45 PM. There were some extra pressure of works. Due to this, it was very late to leave the office. I had not decided the root to reach the home quick after leaving the office. At first I thought that I would take a bus to reach Sahabagh. But I changed my mind and decided to go Nilkhet. So, I took a Tempu and Reached Nilkhet around 9.30 PM. I was tired and waiting for a tempu to reach Chowk Bazar but there was no Tempu after waiting 5/10 minutes. Then I Called a Rickshaw and took ride on it. After reaching a certain point, 2 persons stopped the Rickshaw and robbed my Mobile and Money. They treated me at first. They did it within 2 minutes. I replaced my SIM Cards and made a GD. 

I have no regret for Mobile or Money. But there is a psychological problem raising within me. I fear to walk in a cloudless road now. There are many worse scenarios that might have taken place. My mind just thinks about those scenarios all the day. Maybe I am over thinking about a normal thing but life can change with that normal thing. 

Sunday, May 06, 2018

Waiting for a particular plan to work is not easy. When waiting is very long, it is also very hard to control oneself. At least, there are some positive sides of long waiting. More details about the plan can be evaluated easily due to enough time limit. The alternatives to backup the plan are more furnished, though loosing interest in the plan is common in long term.

The next step is not easy but every risky step is the way to open new doors. Every door may not be the right door. Choosing the right door is harder than exploring new doors.

Brain and heart are the greatest enemy of each other. Brain has decided a particular thing and heart starts protecting against it in the same time. Similarly heart has taken a decision and brain starts protesting against it. There is always a conflict between heart and brain. Whenever both enemies become friends, the decision is the strongest. Because heart describes your desire and brain describes logic in your desire. 

Thursday, May 03, 2018

Everything is quiet simple but time consuming. There are many plans to achieve the ultimate goal. In fact, every move is a part of plan. Master plan must be supported by a set of alternatives. Whenever everything does go according to plans, the alternative path should be followed. There is a saying:- 

If you fail to plan, then you plan to fail.

Monday, April 30, 2018

Sometimes, our creation & idea are stolen by others. In the same time, the thief does not hide his bad deed .But they show those things the way that the creation is made by them first. The saddest part is that the world also recognizes them for stolen things. Because they show off themselves too much that people can identify the creator.

This tendency disturbs me for some days. But I know that someday the situation will change, sometime the clouds will move and the sun will appear.

Saturday, April 21, 2018

Sometime, pain is needed for realizing the situation. But only an actionable realization can make the situation better. Otherwise, pain becomes habit and fate. Frustration and depression are not bad things but those are assets. Realizing depression and frustration without reasons make those valueless. Those must be stored in order to using on right time.

Tuesday, April 3, 2018

There is always a confusion in life about far and near things.

Near objectives can be closely observed. We can easily identify good and bad characteristics in it but we try to figure out the negative aspects rather than the positive aspects. Especially I who never consider the positive one and always try to figure out all the possible negative scenarios. Planning to defend these situations becomes a habit. More than 98% plans remains unexecuted because these situations rarely happens. There is still some Occasions in which I execute my plans.

Similarly we assume about the far things which can not be observed closely. Many data are just assumptions. But our mind always find the possible positive things in it. Our mind always set up positive for the  things which are far away from us. We think rarely about the negative sides of far things. 

Thinking about negative sides or thinking about positive sides don't matter. In fact, one should think about both sides in order to taking steps to make a better situation. But only taking positive sides from one and only taking negative sides from another make a wrong assumption for sure.

Friday, March 30, 2018

It was a long tiring week. Almost every day, I left office after 9.00 PM. And I get a weekend today but I am quite engaged to attend class and get preparation for presentation. It seems that the day is too small to do all the unfinished works. I left house at 11 Am and have arrived at 10.00 pm. 

People seek for peace in form of relaxing their selves. And I create hyper tension inside me to get peace. Whenever there is a tension in life, Life looks like a problem. And every problem has a solution. To get the solution, we need to make strategies. Of course, sometimes strategy fails but failing gives me a hope that the next step will be better. And every successful attempt is a reward to me.

When time is short, the value of time is actually realized 

Tuesday, March 20, 2018

The world is changing day by day. We must cope our-self with changing situations. Without accepting the changes, our capability is bounded in a limit. Once humans were treated as a machine. Management did not differentiate between man and machine. As time progressed, the concept changed because human has emotions & feelings. Treating them as a machine shows one's disability to identify right thing. 

Now, Job satisfaction becomes key for performance. If you are satisfied, you can satisfy others and if you are dissatisfied, you are not able to satisfy others. I watched a movie named Fast Five in which someone quoted "I like Portuguese's style to rule over Brazil. Portuguese provided things like mirror that could not be bought at that time. So, Brazilians worked their selves for them. In case of Spanish, they used power to rule over Brazil but they failed badly." But there are still some persons who think that only tied control over a thing generates high output. They are philosophy is quiet outdated now because it is not 1918 but it is now 2018. In short term, tied control is effective in some perspectives. But tied control fells down badly in case of long term. In long term, those control is useless and job satisfaction theory wins. That's the reason behind evolution of Human Resource Management. 

I can't change one's outlook because he / she may not cope up with changing situations. He may have a strong belief that his philosophy is the words of bible. Everything is not a equation of math. Some Equation turns to be worst.

Monday, March 19, 2018

Showing anger is not a worthy decision.  Anger is a power that can change the game. Anger is a very worthy element but only place and timing make it worthful. Anger must be kept up carefully in order to using it in a better place.

For some months, I have not been storing that anger but releasing it immediately. That's why I am depressed now. 

Tuesday, March 13, 2018

The world is selfish. Everyone only understands their own benefit. It doesn't matter what the person in front of him feels. Love and relationship are not really valuable when there is a tendency of being selfish. 

Tuesday, February 20, 2018

Life goes with it's stable speed but everything is uncleared for me. I have been searching what I actually want for years. Leading life without mission and vision is quite nebulous. I know my mission and vision but I am on a wrong path. The main problem is that luck is not stable like speed of time. My mind doesn't focus on a specific thing for a long time as well.

Wednesday, February 7, 2018

Real value of a valuable person is realized when he lost forever. At that time, this realization has no value. But it is human nature to realize everything after loosing that particular thing. Everyday, almost every hour, I remember you with the hope that you may see me. Sometimes, I do things in order to making you happy even though you don't exist. I had many things to share with you, many things to express. I had a desire that I would tell you everything to you someday. Someday! The day don't arrive and will never arrive.

Maybe I become depressed. Maybe my brain is not in a stable position but still I try to show myself stable.